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handsomeness does not belong to you, he laughed.
I eyed him and smiled at him with tears in my eyes. He gets his hanky from his pocket and he wiped my tears.
I need to let you goand I need to go, Brad said it with tenderness in his voice.
Need to go where? I asked him.
Brad smiled and kissed me at my forehead as if I was a little child.
I need to go away, anywhere... Just to forget you. Because at this night, I declare myself that I am free and also you! he said
it with fullness of his voice and waved his hand.
Dont worry, Im happy in my decision, he said it again with tenderness.
I smiled at him and looked down, Im sorry.I tried but
Brad wears a big smile and then eyed me holding me at the back.
You make my heart broke, and then he laughed aloud.
I know youve tried, he added and then he stands up and points me.
You lady! Go now and tell him. Dont worry, someones deserves this love of mine and I think its not you, he smiled.
I eyed him and then I smiled and embraced him, thank you!
Then I run with tears trying to find Jake. I was searching for him at the lake but I failed to see him, so, I decided to find him in
his room. It is now 1:03 a.m. and I am now standing at Jakes room looking at the door and so tensed. I dont know what Im
doing here. All I can think is that I need to let it go. I need to take this chance.
I knocked at his door.
Jake? This is I Helen. I need to talk to you, I call him in a tense voice.
It took a few minutes for me to wait before he opened the door.
I was facing at him right now. He was tall and of course handsome but he showed up with a tired face. I guess he was crying.
Then he burst out. He cried. However, I cant also hold my feelings