is not meet to
take the children's bread, and to cast it to the dogs"; mark how she
replied, "Truth, Lord, I confess all that; yet notwithstanding, the dogs
eat of the crumbs that fall from their master's table." Oh, the excellency,
and strength, and work of her faith! She comes to Christ for mercy, He
repelleth her, reproacheth her, tells her she is a dog; she confesseth her
baseness, is not discouraged for all that, but still resteth upon the
goodness and mercy of Christ, and is mightily resolved to have mercy
whatsoever befalleth her. Truth, Lord, I confess I am as bad as Thou
canst term me, yet I confess, too, that there is no comfort but from Thee,
and tho I am a dog, yet I would have crumbs. Still she laboreth to catch
after mercy, and to lean and to bear herself upon the favor of Christ for
the bestowing thereof upon her. So it must be with every faithful
Christian in this particular; he must roll himself upon the power, and
faithfulness, and truth of God, and wait for His mercy (I will join them
both together for brevity's sake, tho the latter be a fourth step and
degree of faith); I say he must not only depend upon God, but he must
wait upon the Holy One of Israel.
But a further step of Abraham's faith appeared in this: he counted
nothing too dear for the Lord; he was content to break through all
impediments, to pass through all difficulties, whatsoever God would
have, He had of him. This is the next step that Abraham went; and this
you shall find when God put him upon trial. The text saith there "that
God did tempt Abraham," did try what He would do for Him, and He
bade him, "Go, take thy son, thine only son, Isaac, whom thou lovest,
and slay him"; and straight Abraham went and laid his son upon an
altar, and took a knife, to cut the throat of his son--so that Abraham did
not spare his son Isaac, he did not spare for any cost, he did not dodge
with God in this case; if God would have anything, He should have it,
whatsoever it were, tho it were his own life, for no question Isaac was
dearer to him than his own life. And this was not his case alone, but the
faithful people of God have ever walked the same course. The apostle
Paul was of the same spirit; "I know not (saith he) the things that shall
befall me, save that the Holy Ghost witnesseth in every city, saying that
bonds and afflictions abide me: but none of these things move me,
neither count I my life dear unto myself, so that I might finish my
course with joy, and the ministry which I have received of the Lord
Jesus, to testify the Gospel of the grace of God." O blest spirit! here is
the work of faith. Alas! when we come to part with anything for the
cause of God, how hardly comes it from us! "But I (saith he) pass not,
no, nor is my life dear unto me." Here, I say, is the work of faith,
indeed, when a man is content to do anything for God, and to say if
imprisonment, loss of estate, liberty, life, come, I pass not, it moveth
me nothing, so I may finish my course with comfort. Hence it was that
the saints of God in those primitive times "took joyfully the spoiling of
their goods." Methinks I see the saints there reaching after Christ with
the arms of faith, and how, when anything lay in their way, they were
content to lose all, to part with all, to have Christ. Therefore saith Saint
Paul, "I am ready not to be bound only, but also to die at Jerusalem for
the name of the Lord Jesus." Mark, rather than he would leave his
Savior, he would leave his life, and tho men would have hindered him,
yet was resolved to have Christ, howsoever, tho he lost his life for Him.
Oh, let me have my Savior, and take my life!
The last step of all is this: when the soul is thus resolved not to dodge
with God, but to part with anything for Him, then in the last place there
followeth a readiness of heart to address man's self to the performance
of whatsoever duty God requireth at his hands; I say this is the last step,
when, without consulting with flesh and blood, without hammering
upon it, as it were, without awkwardness of heart, there followeth a
readiness to obey God; the soul is at hand. When Abraham was called,
"Behold (saith he) here I am." And so
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