The Judge | Page 7

Rebecca West
running to catch the tram and I
saw the old wife who lives in the wee house by the cycle shop had put a
bit heather in a glass bottle at the window, and do you know, I was near
turning my back and going off to the Pentlands and letting the work go
hang!"
They were both law-abiding people. They saw the gravity of her case.
"Not that I want the Pentlands. Dear knows I love the place, but I want
something more than those old hills. I want to go somewhere right far
away. The sight of a map makes me sick. And then I hear a band

play--not the pipes, they make me think of Walter Scott's poetry, which
I never could bear, but a band. I feel that if I followed it it would lead
me somewhere that I would like to go. And the posters. There's one at
the Waverley station--Venice. I could tear the thing down. Did you ever
go to Italy, Mr. Philip?"
"No. I go with the girls to Germany every summer."
"My patience!" said Ellen bitterly. "The way the world is! The people
who can afford to go to Italy go to Germany. And I--I'll die if I don't
get away."
"Och, I often feel like this," said Mr. Philip. "I just take a week-end off
at a hydro."
"A hydro!" snorted Ellen. "It's something more like the French
Revolution I'm wanting. Something grand and coloured. Swords, and
people being rescued, and things like that."
"There's nothing going on like that now," he said stolidly, "and we
ought to be thankful for it."
"I know everything's over in Europe," she agreed sadly, "but there's
revolutions in South America. I've read about them in Richard Harding
Davis. Did ever you read him? Mind you, I'm not saying he's an artist,
but the man has force. He makes you long to go."
"A dirty place," said Mr. Philip.
"What does that matter, where there's life? I feel--I feel"--she wrung
her inky brown hands--"as if I should die if something didn't happen at
once: something big, something that would bang out like the one
o'clock gun up at the Castle. And nothing will. Nothing ever will!"
"Och, well," he comforted her, "you're young yet, you know."
"Young!" cried Ellen, and suddenly wept. If this was youth--!
He bent down and played with the fire-irons. It was odd how he didn't

want to go away, although she was in distress. "Some that's been in
South America don't find it to their taste," he said. "The fellow that's
coming to-night wants to sell some property in Rio de Janeiro because
he doesn't mean to go back."
"Ah, how can he do that?" asked Ellen unsteadily. The tears she was
too proud to wipe away made her look like a fierce baby. "Property in
Rio de Janeiro! It's like being related to someone in 'Treasure Island.'"
"'Treasure Island!' Imph!" He had seen his father draw Ellen often
enough to know how to do it, though he himself would never have paid
enough attention to her mental life to discover it. "You're struck on that
Robert Louis Stevenson, but he wasn't so much. My Aunt Phemie was
with him at Mr. Robert Thompson's school in Heriot Row, and she says
he was an awful young blackguard, playing with the keelies all he
could and gossiping with the cabmen on the rank. She wouldn't have a
word to say to him, and grandfather would never ask him to the house,
not even when all the English were licking his boots. I'm not much on
these writing chaps myself." He made scornful noises and crossed his
legs as though he had disposed of art.
"And who," asked Ellen, with temper, "might your Aunt Phemie be?
There'll not be much in the papers when she's laid by in Trinity
Cemetery, I'm thinking! The impairtinence of it! All these Edinburgh
people ought to go on their knees and thank their Maker that just once,
just once in that generation, He let something decent come out of
Edinburgh!" She turned away from him and laid her cheek against the
oak shutter.
Mr. Philip chuckled. When a woman did anything for itself, and not for
its effect on the male, it seemed to him a proof of her incapacity to look
after herself, and he found incapacity in women exciting and endearing.
He watched her with a hard attention that was his kind of tenderness, as
she sat humped schoolgirlishly in her shapeless blue overall, averting
her face from the light but attempting a proud pose, and keeping her
grief between her teeth as an ostler chews a straw.
"He had a good time, the way he travelled in France and the South Seas.

But he deserved
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