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myself
And find peace outside of the streets
Love in my heart
And acceptance in yours
Allow the heart's that I have decimated
To heal
And forgive me for my ill will
And let them know that they
Were just the marks
From the deflection of my own hurt and pain
Through my deception
Allow them to recognize real love
And grab it with a hunger------
A thirst
The same zest that I will one day need in me
Hope to one day receive
As my welcome home
And my au revoir out of the game
Like a parolee out from a prison sentence
Fire tamed
My jail break
I'm free!
Caramel skinned, with a scent of a baby
You can't help but want to absorb him deep in your skin
He has lips that make your tongue want to linger longer
He has a skin that your hands want to caress always
A smile that warms your heart
Laughter that draws you into his soul
Tender hands full of promises

With captivating eyes, that takes you into an endless world
Strong yet welcoming jaws that you can't help but want
To trace you fingers along
He is mesmerizing
He is a world I would like to lose myself in
Come a little closer so I can get a clear view
Okay that's good an image of you is coming through
What I imagine from a far is a handsome guy with sweet dimples
A face free and clear of blemishes and pimples
Kinetic energy let's me feel a heart made of sugar
The vibe that I'm getting I really can't figure
All I know is I like what I see
So send me a message about what it's gonna be
Are you gonna stay over there out of my reach
Or is it love that you too seek
The sun is starting to go down so the image of you is becoming blurry
I need you to come to me in a hurry
Don't take your time finding out where you want to be
If you give me a chance you'll quickly realize it's with me
Even from a far I can make you feel like the luckiest man alive
I will do this until your standing here right by my side
For now I will continue to gaze at you from a far
Keeping you in my heart until I'm where you are
Was it Titanic or Lost at Sea?
No now I remember, it was Ghost Ship!
Yeah that was what we watched as you lay next to me
Unforseen circumstances arose that gave us a chance
A chance to meet, that turned into a hot retreat
My emotions and desires I could not defeat
On this particular night all inhibitions were put aside

I looked into your eyes and knew sexual gratification would not be denied
I was yours and you were mine even if only for one night in time
Long conversation lead to much stimulation
After ending those words with a deep passionate kiss there was no debating
I would have you and afterwards there would be much jubilation
As we intertwined I got lost in all time zones
I was completely satisfied although it didn't last very long
Reality set in and I realized this is where I belong
Without any doubt in my mind I knew I wanted you for more than one night in time
So I would do my best to conquer my quest
I would ask you and you would have to say yes
Not sure of what your answer to me might be
I left our friendship alone doubting you would ever consider me
Before long time had lapsed one month, two, then three
Now here it is two years later
And after seeing you the desire is even greater
Unlike then now I have the courage to say to ya
For the past two years I have thought about your eyes
About the name on your neck wishing you would write it on my thighs
How listening to your poetry makes the hair on my arms start to rise
I still remember the night that you let me pretend that you were mine
Now I want to get back to that moment which was so divine
The day when I felt like a princess for one night in time
I wished . . . and hoped . . . and dreamed . . . and prayed . . .
That this wouldn't happen between us.
But that's the way things go, I guess
So I'm packing my CDs, my stained sheets and my stained
heart and leaving but
I'll leave these tears here with you,
I don't need them.
But why don't you return my coffeemaker as well as my