with the devil. But they had kidnapped
Stefan�and Damon, who was already possessed by
then, had helped them. Once Damon was unpossessed, all he wanted was for Shinichi and
Misao to tell us where Stefan was, and then for them to leave
Fell�s Church forever.
�In exchange for that, Damon let Shinichi into his mind.
�If vampires are obsessed with Power, kitsune are obsessed with memories. And Shinichi wanted Damon�s memories for the last few days�the
time that Damon was possessed and torturing us�and the time when my Wings made
Damon realize that he had done it. I don�t think Damon himself
wanted those memories, either of what he�d done or of how he�d changed when he had to face that he�d done it. So he let Shinichi take them, in exchange
for Shinichi putting Stefan�s location into his mind.
�The problem is that we were trusting Shinichi�s word that he would leave then�when
Shinichi�s word meant nothing at all.
�Plus, ever since then he�s been using the telepathic channel that he opened between his mind and Damon�s to take more and more of Damon�s
memories without Damon even knowing.
�It happened just last night, when we were pulled over by a policeman who wanted to know what three teenagers in an expensive car were doing
that late at night. Damon Influenced him to go away. But just a few hours later Damon had forgotten the policeman completely.
�It frightens Damon. And anything that frightens Damon�not that he would ever admit it�scares me to death.
�And, you might ask, what were three teenagers doing out in the middle of nowhere, in
Union County, Tennessee, according to the last road sign I
saw? We�re heading toward some Gate to the Dark Dimension�where Shinichi and
Misao left Stefan in the prison called the Shi no Shi. Shinichi only
put the knowledge into Damon�s mind, and I can�t get Damon to say much about what kind of place it is. But Stefan is there and I�ll get to him somehow,
even if it kills me.
�Even if I have to learn how to kill.
�I�m not the sweet little girl from Virginia I used to be.�
Elena stopped and blew out her breath. But then, cuddling herself, she went on. �And why is Matt along with us? Well, because of Caroline Forbes, my friend since kindergarten. Last year�when Stefan came to Fell�s Church,
she and I both wanted him. But Stefan didn�t want Caroline. And after that she turned into my worst enemy.
�Caroline was also the lucky winner of Shinichi�s first visit to any girl in Fell�s Church. But more to the point: she was Tyler Smallwood�s girlfriend
quite a while before she was his victim. I wonder how long they were together and where
Tyler is now. All I know is that, in the end, Caroline hung on to
Shinichi because she �needed a husband.� That was how she put it herself. So I assume�
well, what Damon assumes. That she�s going to�have
puppies. A werewolf litter, you know? Since Tyler is a werewolf.
�Damon says that having a werewolf baby turns you into a werewolf even faster than if you�re bitten, and that at some point in the pregnancy you
gain the power to be all wolf or all human, but before that point you�re just a mixed-up mess.
�The sad thing is that Shinichi scarcely gave Caroline a second glance when she blurted it all out.
�But before that Caroline had been desperate enough to accuse Matt of�of assaulting her�on a date that went wrong. She had to have known
something about what Shinichi was doing because she claimed her �date� with Matt was at a time when one of the arm-swallowing mallach was attacking
him, making marks on his arm that looked like a girl�s fingernail scratches.
�That sent the police after Matt, all right. So basically I just made him come with us. Caroline�s father is one of the most important people in Fell�s
Church�and he�s friends with the district attorney in Ridgemont and the leader of one of those men�s clubs where they have secret handshakes and other
stuff that makes you, you know, �prominent in the community.�
�If I hadn�t convinced Matt to run instead of facing Caroline�s charges, the Forbeses would have lynched him. And I feel the anger like a fire inside
me�not just anger and hurt for Matt, but anger and the feeling that Caroline has let all girls everywhere down. Because most girls aren�t pathological liars,
and wouldn�t say something like that about a boy falsely. She�s shamed all girls by doing what she did.�
Elena paused, looking at her hands, and then added, �Sometimes when I get angry at
Caroline, cups shake or pencils roll right off the table.
Damon says all this is caused by my aura, my life force, and that ever since I came back from the afterlife it�s been different. First of all, it makes anyone
who drinks my blood incredibly strong.
�Stefan was strong enough that the fox demons could never have forced him into
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