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primal purple years,

Much it haunted me that, nigh there,
I had borne my bitterest
loss--when One who went, came not again; In a joyless hour of discord,
in a joyless-hued July there -
A July just such as then.
And as thus I brooded longer,
With my faint eyes on the feeble square
of wan-lit window frame, A quick conviction sprung within me, grew,
and grew yet stronger,
That the month-night was the same,
Too, as that which saw her leave me
On the rugged ridge of
Waterstone, the peewits plaining round; And a lapsing twenty years
had ruled that--as it were to grieve me -
I should near the once-loved ground.
Though but now a war-worn stranger
Chance had quartered here, I
rose up and descended to the yard. All was soundless, save the troopers'
horses tossing at the manger,
And the sentry keeping guard.
Through the gateway I betook me
Down the High Street and beyond
the lamps, across the battered bridge, Till the country darkness clasped
me and the friendly shine forsook me,
And I bore towards the Ridge,
With a dim unowned emotion
Saying softly: "Small my reason, now
at midnight, to be here . . . Yet a sleepless swain of fifty with a brief
romantic notion
May retrace a track so dear."
Thus I walked with thoughts half-uttered
Up the lane I knew so well,
the grey, gaunt, lonely Lane of Slyre; And at whiles behind me, far at

sea, a sullen thunder muttered
As I mounted high and higher.
Till, the upper roadway quitting,
I adventured on the open drouthy
downland thinly grassed,
While the spry white scuts of conies flashed
before me, earthward flitting,
And an arid wind went past.
Round about me bulged the barrows
As before, in antique
silence--immemorial funeral piles -
Where the sleek herds trampled
daily the remains of flint-tipt arrows
Mid the thyme and chamomiles;
And the Sarsen stone there, dateless,
On whose breast we had sat and
told the zephyrs many a tender vow, Held the heat of yester sun, as
sank thereon one fated mateless
From those far fond hours till now.
Maybe flustered by my presence
Rose the peewits, just as all those
years back, wailing soft and loud, And revealing their pale pinions like
a fitful phosphorescence
Up against the cope of cloud,
Where their dolesome exclamations
Seemed the voicings of the
self-same throats I had heard when life was green,
Though since that
day uncounted frail forgotten generations
Of their kind had flecked the scene. -
And so, living long and longer
In a past that lived no more, my eyes
discerned there, suddenly, That a figure broke the skyline--first in
vague contour, then stronger,

And was crossing near to me.
Some long-missed familiar gesture,
Something wonted, struck me in
the figure's pause to list and heed, Till I fancied from its handling of its
loosely wrapping vesture
That it might be She indeed.
'Twas not reasonless: below there
In the vale, had been her home; the
nook might hold her even yet, And the downlands were her father's fief;
she still might come and go there; -
So I rose, and said, "Agnette!"
With a little leap, half-frightened,
She withdrew some steps; then
letting intuition smother fear In a place so long-accustomed, and as one
whom thought enlightened,
She replied: "What--THAT voice?--here!"
"Yes, Agnette!--And did the occasion
Of our marching hither make
you think I MIGHT walk where we two--' "O, I often come," she
murmured with a moment's coy evasion,
"('Tis not far),--and--think of you."
Then I took her hand, and led her
To the ancient people's stone
whereon I had sat. There now sat we; And together talked, until the first
reluctant shyness fled her,
And she spoke confidingly.
"It is JUST as ere we parted!"
Said she, brimming high with
joy.--"And when, then, came you here, and why?" "--Dear, I could not
sleep for thinking of our trystings when twin-hearted."
She responded, "Nor could I.

"There are few things I would rather
Than be wandering at this
spirit-hour--lone-lived, my kindred dead - On this wold of well-known
feature I inherit from my father:
Night or day, I have no dread . . .
"O I wonder, wonder whether
Any heartstring bore a signal-thrill
between us twain or no? - Some such influence can, at times, they say,
draw severed souls together."
I said, "Dear, we'll dream it so."
Each one's hand the other's grasping,
And a mutual forgiveness won,
we sank to silent thought,
A large content in us that seemed our
rended lives reclasping,
And contracting years to nought.
Till I, maybe overweary
From the lateness, and a wayfaring so full of
strain and stress For one no longer buoyant, to a peak so steep and eery,
Sank to slow unconsciousness . . .
How long I slept I knew not,
But the brief warm summer night had
slid when, to my swift surprise, A red upedging sun,