Their Silver Wedding Journey | Page 3

was getting, as he said, more intellectual every
day; and the years were pushing them all along together.
Still, March had kept on in the old rut, and one day he fell down in it.
He had a long sickness, and when he was well of it, he was so slow in
getting his grip of work again that he was sometimes deeply
discouraged. His wife shared his depression, whether he showed or
whether he hid it, and when the doctor advised his going abroad, she
abetted the doctor with all the strength of a woman's hygienic intuitions.
March himself willingly consented, at first; but as soon as he got
strength for his work, he began to temporize and to demur. He said that
he believed it would do him just as much good to go to Saratoga, where
they always had such a good time, as to go to Carlsbad; and Mrs.
March had been obliged several times to leave him to his own undoing;
she always took him more vigorously in hand afterwards.

II.
When he got home from the 'Every Other Week' office, the afternoon
of that talk with the Business End, he wanted to laugh with his wife at
Fulkerson's notion of a Sabbatical year. She did not think it was so very

droll; she even urged it seriously against him, as if she had now the
authority of Holy Writ for forcing him abroad; she found no relish of
absurdity in the idea that it was his duty to take this rest which had
been his right before.
He abandoned himself to a fancy which had been working to the
surface of his thought. "We could call it our Silver Wedding Journey,
and go round to all the old places, and see them in the reflected light of
the past."
"Oh, we could!" she responded, passionately; and he had now the
delicate responsibility of persuading her that he was joking.
He could think of nothing better than a return to Fulkerson's absurdity.
"It would be our Silver Wedding Journey just as it would be my
Sabbatical year--a good deal after date. But I suppose that would make
it all the more silvery."
She faltered in her elation. "Didn't you say a Sabbatical year yourself?"
she demanded.
"Fulkerson said it; but it was a figurative expression."
"And I suppose the Silver Wedding Journey was a figurative expression
too!"
"It was a notion that tempted me; I thought you would enjoy it. Don't
you suppose I should be glad too, if we could go over, and find
ourselves just as we were when we first met there?"
"No; I don't believe now that you care anything about it."
"Well, it couldn't be done, anyway; so that doesn't matter."
"It could be done, if you were a mind to think so. And it would be the
greatest inspiration to you. You are always longing for some chance to
do original work, to get away from your editing, but you've let the time
slip by without really trying to do anything; I don't call those little
studies of yours in the magazine anything; and now you won't take the
chance that's almost forcing itself upon you. You could write an
original book of the nicest kind; mix up travel and fiction; get some
love in."
"Oh, that's the stalest kind of thing!"
"Well, but you could see it from a perfectly new point of view. You
could look at it as a sort of dispassionate witness, and treat it
humorously--of course it is ridiculous--and do something entirely
fresh."

"It wouldn't work. It would be carrying water on both shoulders. The
fiction would kill the travel, the travel would kill the fiction; the love
and the humor wouldn't mingle any more than oil and vinegar."
"Well, and what is better than a salad?"
"But this would be all salad-dressing, and nothing to put it on." She was
silent, and he yielded to another fancy. "We might imagine coming
upon our former selves over there, and travelling round with them-- a
wedding journey 'en partie carree'."
"Something like that. I call it a very poetical idea," she said with a sort
of provisionality, as if distrusting another ambush.
"It isn't so bad," he admitted. "How young we were, in those days!"
"Too young to know what a good time we were having," she said,
relaxing her doubt for the retrospect. "I don't feel as if I really saw
Europe, then; I was too inexperienced, too ignorant, too simple. I
would like to go, just to make sure that I had been." He was smiling
again in the way he had when anything occurred to him that amused
him, and she demanded, "What is it?"
"Nothing. I was wishing we could go in