done
just before; and so, suddenly those words came to my mind which she
had spoken when she kissed me, and which at the time I had only heard
with my outward hearing, for she had said, "Walter, farewell, and
Christ keep you; but for me, I must be with him, for so I promised him
last night that I would never leave him any more, and God will let me
go." And verily Margaret and Amyot did go, and left me very lonely
and sad.
It was just beneath the westernmost arch of the nave, there I carved
their tomb: I was a long time carving it; I did not think I should be so
long at first, and I said, "I shall die when I have finished carving it,"
thinking that would be a very short time. But so it happened after I had
carved those two whom I loved, lying with clasped hands like husband
and wife above their tomb, that I could not yet leave carving it; and so
that I might be near them I became a monk, and used to sit in the choir
and sing, thinking of the time when we should all be together again.
And as I had time I used to go to the westernmost arch of the nave and
work at the tomb that was there under the great, sweeping arch; and in
process of time I raised a marble canopy that reached quite up to the
top of the arch, and I painted it too as fair as I could, and carved it all
about with many flowers and histories, and in them I carved the faces
of those I had known on earth (for I was not as one on earth now, but
seemed quite away out of the world). And as I carved, sometimes the
monks and other people too would come and gaze, and watch how the
flowers grew; and sometimes too as they gazed, they would weep for
pity, knowing how all had been. So my life passed, and I lived in that
Abbey for twenty years after he died, till one morning, quite early,
when they came into the church for matins, they found me lying dead,
with my chisel in my hand, underneath the last lily of the tomb.
LINDENBORG POOL. {21}
I read once in lazy humour Thorpe's Northern Mythology on a cold
May night when the north wind was blowing; in lazy humour, but when
I came to the tale that is here amplified there was something in it that
fixed my attention and made me think of it; and whether I would or no,
my thoughts ran in this way, as here follows.
So I felt obliged to write, and wrote accordingly, and by the time I had
done the grey light filled all my room; so I put out my candles, and
went to bed, not without fear and trembling, for the morning twilight is
so strange and lonely. This is what I wrote.
* * * * *
Yes, on that dark night, with that wild unsteady north wind howling,
though it was May time, it was doubtless dismal enough in the forest,
where the boughs clashed eerily, and where, as the wanderer in that
place hurried along, strange forms half showed themselves to him, the
more fearful because half seen in that way: dismal enough doubtless on
wide moors where the great wind had it all its own way: dismal on the
rivers creeping on and on between the marsh-lands, creeping through
the willows, the water trickling through the locks, sounding faintly in
the gusts of the wind.
Yet surely nowhere so dismal as by the side of that still pool.
I threw myself down on the ground there, utterly exhausted with my
struggle against the wind, and with bearing the fathoms and fathoms of
the heavily-leaded plumb-line that lay beside me.
Fierce as the rain was, it could not raise the leaden waters of that fearful
pool, defended as they were by the steep banks of dripping yellow clay,
striped horribly here and there with ghastly uncertain green and blue.
They said no man could fathom it; and yet all round the edges of it
grew a rank crop of dreary reeds and segs, some round, some flat, but
none ever flowering as other things flowered, never dying and being
renewed, but always the same stiff array of unbroken reeds and segs,
some round, some flat. Hard by me were two trees leafless and ugly,
made, it seemed, only for the wind to go through with a wild sough on
such nights as these; and for a mile from that place were no other trees.
True, I could not see all this at that time, then,
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