The White Linen Nurse | Page 8

like nursing
because you think it's pious to like it! But I like it--_because I like it!"_ From brow to
chin as though fairly stricken with sincerity her whole bland face furrowed startlingly
with crude expressiveness. "The smell of ether!" she stammered. "It's like wine to me!
The clang of the ambulance gong? I'd rather hear it than fire-engines! I'd crawl on my
hands and knees a hundred miles to watch a major operation! I wish there was a war! I'd
give my life to see a cholera epidemic!"
Abruptly as it came the passion faded from her face, leaving every feature tranquil again,
demure, exaggeratedly innocent. With saccharine sweetness she turned to Rae Malgregor.
"Now, Little One," she mocked, "tell us the story of your lovely life. Having heard me

coyly confess that I went into nursing because I had such a crush on this world,--and
Helene here brazenly affirm that she went into nursing because she had such a crush on
the world to come,--it's up to you now to confide to us just how you happened to take up
so noble an endeavor! Had you seen some of the young house doctors' beautiful, smiling
faces depicted in the hospital catalogue? Or was it for the sake of the Senior Surgeon's
grim, gray mug that you jilted your poor plow-boy lover way up in the Annapolis
Valley?"
"Why, Zillah!" gasped the country girl. "Why, I think you 're perfectly awful! Why,
Zillah Forsyth! Don't you ever say a thing like that again! You can joke all you want to
about the flirty young Internes. They're nothing but fellows. But it isn't--it isn't
respectful--for you to talk like that about the Senior Surgeon. He's too--too terrifying!"
she finished in an utter panic of consternation.
"Oh, now I know it was the Senior Surgeon that made you jilt your country beau!"
taunted Zillah Forsyth with soft alto sarcasm.
"I didn't, either, jilt Joe Hazeltine!" stormed Rae Malgregor explosively. Backed up
against her bureau, eyes flaming, breast heaving, little candy-box cap all tossed askew
over her left ear, she stood defying her tormentor. "I didn't, either, jilt Joe Hazeltine!" she
reasserted passionately. "It was Joe Hazeltine that jilted me! And we 'd been going
together since we were kids! And now he's married the dominie's daughter and they've
got a kid of their own most as old as he and I were when we first began courting each
other. And it's all because I insisted on being a trained nurse," she finished shrilly.
With an expression of real shock Helene Churchill peered up from her lowly seat on the
floor.
"You mean?" she asked a bit breathlessly. "You mean that he didn't want you to be a
trained nurse? You mean that he wasn't big enough,--wasn't fine enough to appreciate the
nobility of the profession?"
"Nobility nothing!" snapped Rae Malgregor. "It was me scrubbing strange men with
alcohol that he couldn't stand for! And I don't know as I exactly blame him," she added
huskily. "It certainly is a good deal of a liberty when you stop to think about it."
Quite incongruously her big, childish, blue eyes narrowed suddenly into two dark,
calculating slits. "It's comic," she mused, "how there isn't a man in the world who would
stand letting his wife or daughter or sister have a male nurse. But look at the jobs we girls
get sent out on! It's very confusing!"
With sincere appeal she turned to Zillah Forsyth. "And yet--and yet," she stammered.
"And yet--when everything scary that's in you has once been scared out of you,--why,
there's nothing left in you to be scared with any more, is there?"
"What? What?" pleaded Helene Churchill. "Say it again! What?"
"That's what Joe and I quarreled about my first vacation home!" persisted Rae Malgregor.

"It was a traveling salesman's thigh. It was broken bad. Somebody had to take care of it.
So I did! Joe thought it wasn't modest to be so willing." With a perplexed sort of defiance
she raised her square little chin. "But you see I was willing!" she said. "I was perfectly
willing. Just one single solitary year of hospital training had made me perfectly willing.
And you can't _un_-willing a willing--even to please your beau, no matter how hard you
try!" With a droll admixture of shyness and disdain she tossed her curly blonde head a
trifle higher. "Shucks!" she attested. "What's a traveling salesman's thigh?"
"Shucks yourself!" scoffed Zillah Forsyth. "What's a silly beau or two up in Nova Scotia
to a girl with looks like you? You could have married that typhoid case a dozen times last
winter if you'd crooked your little finger! Why, the fellow was crazy about you. And he
was richer than Croesus. What queered it?" she demanded