The Way of a Man | Page 3

any deer in those hills
beyond. Had it been any enterprise scorning settled ways; had it been
merely a breaking of orders and a following of my own will, I suppose
I might have gone on. But there are ever two things which govern an
adventure for one of my sex. He may be a man; but he must also be a
gentleman. I suppose books might be written about the war between
those two things. He may be a gentleman sometimes and have credit
for being a soft-headed fool, with no daring to approach the very
woman who has contempt for him; whereas she may not know his
reasons for restraint. So much for civilization, which at times I hated
because it brought such problems. Yet these problems never cease, at
least while youth lasts, and no community is free from them, even so
quiet a one as ours there in the valley of the old Blue Ridge, before the
wars had rolled across it and made all the young people old.

I was of no mind to end my wildness and my roaming just yet; and still,
seeing that I was, by gentleness of my Quaker mother and by sternness
of my Virginia father, set in the class of gentlemen, I had no wish
dishonorably to engage a woman's heart. Alas, I was not the first to
learn that kissing is a most difficult art to practice!
When one reflects, the matter seems most intricate. Life to the young is
barren without kissing; yet a kiss with too much warmth may mean
overmuch, whereas a kiss with no warmth to it is not worth the pains.
The kiss which comes precisely at the moment when it should, in quite
sufficient warmth and yet not of complicating fervor, working no harm
and but joy to both involved--those kisses, now that one pauses to think
it over, are relatively few.
As for me, I thought it was time for me to be going.
CHAPTER II
THE MEETING OF GORDON ORME
I had enough to do when it came to mounting my horse Satan. Few
cared to ride Satan, since it meant a battle each time he was mounted.
He was a splendid brute, black and clean, with abundant bone in the
head and a brilliant eye--blood all over, that was easy to see. Yet he
was a murderer at heart. I have known him to bite the backbone out of a
yearling pig that came under his manger, and no other horse on our
farm would stand before him a moment when he came on, mouth open
and ears laid back. He would fight man, dog, or devil, and fear was not
in him, nor any real submission. He was no harder to sit than many
horses I have ridden. I have seen Arabians and Barbary horses and
English hunters that would buck-jump now and then. Satan contented
himself with rearing high and whirling sharply, and lunging with a low
head; so that to ride him was a matter of strength as well as skill. The
greatest danger was in coming near his mouth or heels. My father
always told me that this horse was not fit to ride; but since my father
rode him--as he would any horse that offered--nothing would serve me
but I must ride Satan also, and so I made him my private saddler on

occasion.
I ought to speak of my father, that very brave and kindly gentleman
from whom I got what daring I ever had, I suppose. He was a clean-cut
man, five-eleven in his stockings, and few men in all that country had a
handsomer body. His shoulders sloped--an excellent configuration for
strength--as a study of no less a man than George Washington will
prove--his arms were round, his skin white as milk, his hair, like my
own, a sandy red, and his eyes blue and very quiet. There was a balance
in his nature that I have ever lacked. I rejoice even now in his love of
justice. Fair play meant with him something more than fair play for the
sake of sport--it meant as well fair play for the sake of justice.
Temperate to the point of caring always for his body's welfare, as
regular in his habits as he was in his promises and their fulfillments,
kindling readily enough at any risk, though never boasting--I always
admired him, and trust I may be pardoned for saying so. I fear that at
the time I mention now I admired him most for his strength and
courage.
Thus as I swung leg over Satan that morning I resolved to handle him
as I had seen my father do, and I felt strong enough for that. I
remembered, in the proud way a boy