The Three Black Pennys | Page 4

fine shoulders and full, plastic breast. "I'd like it," she
repeated; "but afterward. There is father--"
She had said father, but Howat Penny determined that she was thinking
of Dan Hesa; Dan was as strong as himself, if heavier; a personable
young man. He would make a good husband. But that, he added, was in
the future; Dan Hesa apparently didn't want to marry Fanny to-morrow,
that week. Meanwhile a trip with him to the headwaters of a creek
would not injure her in the least. His contempt of a world petty and
iron-bound in endless pretence, fanning his smouldering and sullen

resentment in general, flamed out in a determination to take her with
him if possible. It would conclusively define, state, his attitude toward
"men herding like cattle." He did not stop to consider what it might
define for Fanny Gilkan. In the stir of his rebellious self there was no
pause for vicarious approximations. If he thought of her at all it was in
the indirect opinion that she was better without such a noodle as Dan
Hesa threatened to become.
"I'd get two horses from the Forge," he continued, apparently to his
mildly speculative self; "a few things, not much would be necessary.
That gun you carry," he addressed Fanny indirectly, "is too heavy. I'll
get you a lighter, bound in brass."
She repeated sombrely, leaning with elbows on the table, her chin in
her hands, "And afterwards--"
"I thought you were free of that," he observed; "it sounds like the town
women, the barnyard crowd. I thought you were an independent person.
Certainly," he went on coldly, "you can't mistake my attitude. I like you,
but I am not in the least interested in any way that--that jour mother
might appreciate. I am neither a seducer nor the type that marries."
"I understand that, Howat," she assured him; "and I think, I'm not sure
but I think, that what you mean wouldn't bother me either. Anyhow it
shouldn't spoil the fun of our trip. But no one else in the world would
believe that simple truth. If you could stay there, in those splendid
woods or a world like them, why, it would be heaven. But you have to
come back, you have to live on, perhaps for a great while, in the world
of Shadrach and Myrtle Forge. I'm not sure that I'd refuse if you asked
me to go, Howat. I just don't know if a woman can stand alone, for
that's what it would come to afterward, against a whole lifeful of
misjudgment. It might be better in the end, for everybody, if she
continued home, made the best of things with the others."
"You may possibly be right," he told her with a sudden resumption of
indifference. After all, it was unimportant whether or not Fanny Gilkan
went with him to the source of the stream he had discovered. Every one,
it became more and more evident, was alike, monotonous. He
wondered again, lounging back against the wall, about the French forts,
outposts in a vast wilderness. There was an increasing friction between
the Province and France, the legacy of King George's War, but Howat
Penny's allegiance to place was as conspicuous by its absence as the

other communal traits. Beside that, beyond Kaskaskia, at St. Navier and
the North, there was little thought of French or English; the sheer
problem of existence there drowned other considerations. He would, he
thought, go out in the spring ... leave Myrtle Forge with its droning
anvil, the endless, unvaried turning of water wheel, and the facile,
trivial chatter in and about the house. David Forsythe, back from
England in the capacity of master of fluxing metals, might acquire his,
Howat's, interest in the Penny iron.
Fanny Gilkan said, "You'll burn a hole in your coat with that pipe." He
roused himself, and she moved across the room and pinched the
smoking wicks. The embers on the hearth had expired, and the fireplace
was a sooty, black cavern. Fanny, at the candles, was the only thing
clearly visible; the thin radiance slid over the turn of her cheek; her
hovering hand was like a cut-paper silhouette. It was growing late;
Thomas Gilkan would soon be back from the Furnace; he must go.
Howat had no will to avoid Gilkan, but the thought of the necessary
conversational exchange wearied him.
The sound of footsteps approached the house from without; it was, he
thought, slightly annoyed, the founderman; but the progress deflected
by the door, circled to a window at the side. A voice called low and
urgent, "Seemy! Seemy!" It was repeated, and there was an answering
mutter from the stair, a thick murmur and a deep sigh.
The cast boy slipped crumpled and silent in bare feet