The Sonnets | Page 8

lay on me this cross,?But here's the joy, my friend and I are one,?Sweet flattery, then she loves but me alone.
43?When most I wink then do mine eyes best see,?For all the day they view things unrespected,?But when I sleep, in dreams they look on thee,?And darkly bright, are bright in dark directed.?Then thou whose shadow shadows doth make bright?How would thy shadow's form, form happy show,?To the clear day with thy much clearer light,?When to unseeing eyes thy shade shines so!?How would (I say) mine eyes be blessed made,?By looking on thee in the living day,?When in dead night thy fair imperfect shade,?Through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay!?All days are nights to see till I see thee,?And nights bright days when dreams do show thee me.
44?If the dull substance of my flesh were thought,?Injurious distance should not stop my way,?For then despite of space I would be brought,?From limits far remote, where thou dost stay,?No matter then although my foot did stand?Upon the farthest earth removed from thee,?For nimble thought can jump both sea and land,?As soon as think the place where he would be.?But ah, thought kills me that I am not thought?To leap large lengths of miles when thou art gone,?But that so much of earth and water wrought,?I must attend, time's leisure with my moan.?Receiving nought by elements so slow,?But heavy tears, badges of either's woe.
45?The other two, slight air, and purging fire,?Are both with thee, wherever I abide,?The first my thought, the other my desire,?These present-absent with swift motion slide.?For when these quicker elements are gone?In tender embassy of love to thee,?My life being made of four, with two alone,?Sinks down to death, oppressed with melancholy.?Until life's composition be recured,?By those swift messengers returned from thee,?Who even but now come back again assured,?Of thy fair health, recounting it to me.?This told, I joy, but then no longer glad,?I send them back again and straight grow sad.
46?Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war,?How to divide the conquest of thy sight,?Mine eye, my heart thy picture's sight would bar,?My heart, mine eye the freedom of that right,?My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie,?(A closet never pierced with crystal eyes)?But the defendant doth that plea deny,?And says in him thy fair appearance lies.?To side this title is impanelled?A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart,?And by their verdict is determined?The clear eye's moiety, and the dear heart's part.?As thus, mine eye's due is thy outward part,?And my heart's right, thy inward love of heart.
47?Betwixt mine eye and heart a league is took,?And each doth good turns now unto the other,?When that mine eye is famished for a look,?Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother;?With my love's picture then my eye doth feast,?And to the painted banquet bids my heart:?Another time mine eye is my heart's guest,?And in his thoughts of love doth share a part.?So either by thy picture or my love,?Thy self away, art present still with me,?For thou not farther than my thoughts canst move,?And I am still with them, and they with thee.?Or if they sleep, thy picture in my sight?Awakes my heart, to heart's and eye's delight.
48?How careful was I when I took my way,?Each trifle under truest bars to thrust,?That to my use it might unused stay?From hands of falsehood, in sure wards of trust!?But thou, to whom my jewels trifles are,?Most worthy comfort, now my greatest grief,?Thou best of dearest, and mine only care,?Art left the prey of every vulgar thief.?Thee have I not locked up in any chest,?Save where thou art not, though I feel thou art,?Within the gentle closure of my breast,?From whence at pleasure thou mayst come and part,?And even thence thou wilt be stol'n I fear,?For truth proves thievish for a prize so dear.
49?Against that time (if ever that time come)?When I shall see thee frown on my defects,?When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum,?Called to that audit by advised respects,?Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass,?And scarcely greet me with that sun thine eye,?When love converted from the thing it was?Shall reasons find of settled gravity;?Against that time do I ensconce me here?Within the knowledge of mine own desert,?And this my hand, against my self uprear,?To guard the lawful reasons on thy part,?To leave poor me, thou hast the strength of laws,?Since why to love, I can allege no cause.
50?How heavy do I journey on the way,?When what I seek (my weary travel's end)?Doth teach that case and that repose to say?'Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend.'?The beast that bears me, tired with my woe,?Plods dully on, to bear that weight in me,?As if by some instinct the wretch did know?His rider loved not speed being made from thee:?The bloody spur