The Sonnets | Page 6

my bed,?The dear respose for limbs with travel tired,?But then begins a journey in my head?To work my mind, when body's work's expired.?For then my thoughts (from far where I abide)?Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee,?And keep my drooping eyelids open wide,?Looking on darkness which the blind do see.?Save that my soul's imaginary sight?Presents thy shadow to my sightless view,?Which like a jewel (hung in ghastly night)?Makes black night beauteous, and her old face new.?Lo thus by day my limbs, by night my mind,?For thee, and for my self, no quiet find.
28?How can I then return in happy plight?That am debarred the benefit of rest??When day's oppression is not eased by night,?But day by night and night by day oppressed.?And each (though enemies to either's reign)?Do in consent shake hands to torture me,?The one by toil, the other to complain?How far I toil, still farther off from thee.?I tell the day to please him thou art bright,?And dost him grace when clouds do blot the heaven:?So flatter I the swart-complexioned night,?When sparkling stars twire not thou gild'st the even.?But day doth daily draw my sorrows longer,?And night doth nightly make grief's length seem stronger
29?When in disgrace with Fortune and men's eyes,?I all alone beweep my outcast state,?And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,?And look upon my self and curse my fate,?Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,?Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,?Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope,?With what I most enjoy contented least,?Yet in these thoughts my self almost despising,?Haply I think on thee, and then my state,?(Like to the lark at break of day arising?From sullen earth) sings hymns at heaven's gate,?For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings,?That then I scorn to change my state with kings.
30?When to the sessions of sweet silent thought,?I summon up remembrance of things past,?I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought,?And with old woes new wail my dear time's waste:?Then can I drown an eye (unused to flow)?For precious friends hid in death's dateless night,?And weep afresh love's long since cancelled woe,?And moan th' expense of many a vanished sight.?Then can I grieve at grievances foregone,?And heavily from woe to woe tell o'er?The sad account of fore-bemoaned moan,?Which I new pay as if not paid before.?But if the while I think on thee (dear friend)?All losses are restored, and sorrows end.
31?Thy bosom is endeared with all hearts,?Which I by lacking have supposed dead,?And there reigns love and all love's loving parts,?And all those friends which I thought buried.?How many a holy and obsequious tear?Hath dear religious love stol'n from mine eye,?As interest of the dead, which now appear,?But things removed that hidden in thee lie.?Thou art the grave where buried love doth live,?Hung with the trophies of my lovers gone,?Who all their parts of me to thee did give,?That due of many, now is thine alone.?Their images I loved, I view in thee,?And thou (all they) hast all the all of me.
32?If thou survive my well-contented day,?When that churl death my bones with dust shall cover?And shalt by fortune once more re-survey?These poor rude lines of thy deceased lover:?Compare them with the bett'ring of the time,?And though they be outstripped by every pen,?Reserve them for my love, not for their rhyme,?Exceeded by the height of happier men.?O then vouchsafe me but this loving thought,?'Had my friend's Muse grown with this growing age,?A dearer birth than this his love had brought?To march in ranks of better equipage:?But since he died and poets better prove,?Theirs for their style I'll read, his for his love'.
33?Full many a glorious morning have I seen,?Flatter the mountain tops with sovereign eye,?Kissing with golden face the meadows green;?Gilding pale streams with heavenly alchemy:?Anon permit the basest clouds to ride,?With ugly rack on his celestial face,?And from the forlorn world his visage hide?Stealing unseen to west with this disgrace:?Even so my sun one early morn did shine,?With all triumphant splendour on my brow,?But out alack, he was but one hour mine,?The region cloud hath masked him from me now.?Yet him for this, my love no whit disdaineth,?Suns of the world may stain, when heaven's sun staineth.
34?Why didst thou promise such a beauteous day,?And make me travel forth without my cloak,?To let base clouds o'ertake me in my way,?Hiding thy brav'ry in their rotten smoke??'Tis not enough that through the cloud thou break,?To dry the rain on my storm-beaten face,?For no man well of such a salve can speak,?That heals the wound, and cures not the disgrace:?Nor can thy shame give physic to my grief,?Though thou repent, yet I have still the loss,?Th' offender's sorrow lends but weak relief?To him that bears the strong offence's cross.?Ah but those tears are pearl which thy love sheds,?And they are rich, and ransom all ill