The Songs of a Sentimental Bloke | Page 8

'ay an' corn store. 'E'd no faults ixcept?'Im fallin' 'eavy orf a load o' charf?W'ich--killed 'im--on the---" 'Struth! But 'ow she wept.
She blows 'er nose an' sniffs. "'E would 'a' made"?She sez "a lot of money in the trade.?But, 'im took orf so sudden-like, we found?'E 'adn't kept 'is life insurince paid.
"To think," she sez, "a child o' mine should be?Rejuiced to workin' in a factory!?If 'er pore Par 'e 'adn't died," she sobs...?I sez, "It wus a bit o' luck for me."
Then I gits red as 'ell, "That is--I mean,"?I sez, "I mighter never met Doreen?If 'e 'ad not"--an' 'ere I lose me block--"I 'ope,"?I sez, "'e snuffed it quick and clean."
An' that wus 'ow I made me first deboo.?I'd dodged it cunnin' fer a month or two.?Doreen she sez, "You'll 'ave to meet my Mar,?SOME day," she sez. An' so I seen it thro'.
I'd pictered some stern female in a cap?Wot puts the fear o' Gawd into a chap.?An' 'ere she wus, aweepin' in 'er tea?An' drippin' moistcher like a leaky tap.
Two dilly sorter dawgs made outer delf?Stares 'ard at me frum orf the mantelshelf.?I seemed to symperthise wiv them there pups;?I felt so stiff an' brittle-like meself.
Clobber? Me trosso, 'ead to foot, wus noo--?Got up regardless, fer this interview.?Stiff shirt, a Yankee soot split up the back,?A tie wiv yeller spots an' stripes o' blue.
Me cuffs kep' playin' wiv me nervis fears?Me patent leathers nearly brought the tears?An' there I sits wiv, "Yes, mum. Thanks. Indeed?"?Me stand-up collar sorin' orf me ears.
"Life's 'ard," she sez, an' then she brightens up.?"Still, we 'ave alwus 'ad our bite and sup.?Doreen's been SICH a help; she 'as indeed.?Some more tea, Willy? 'Ave another cup."
Willy! O 'ell! 'Ere wus a flamin' pill!?A moniker that alwus makes me ill.?"If it's the same to you, mum," I replies?"I answer quicker to the name of Bill."
Up goes 'er 'ands an' eyes, "That vulgar name!"?No, Willy, but it isn't all the same,?My fucher son must be respectable."?"Orright," I sez, "I s'pose it's in the game."
"Me fucher son," she sez, "right on frum this?Must not take anythink I say amiss.?I know me jooty be me son-in-lor;?So, Willy, come an' give yer Mar a kiss."
I done it. Tho' l dunno 'ow I did.?"Dear boy," she sez, "to do as you are bid.?Be kind to 'er," she sobs, "my little girl!"?An' then I kiss Doreen. Sez she "Ah Kid!"
Doreen! Ar 'ow 'er pretty eyes did shine.?No sight on earth or 'Eaving's 'arf so fine,?An' as they looked at me she seemed to say?"I'm proud of 'im, I am, an' 'e is mine."
There wus a sorter glimmer in 'er eye,?An 'appy, nervis look, 'arf proud, 'arf shy;?I seen 'er in me mind be'ind the cups?In our own little kipsie, bye an' bye.
An' then when Mar-in-lor an' me began?To tork of 'ouse'old things an' scheme an' plan,?A sudden thort fair jolts me where I live:?"These is my wimmin folk! An' I'm a man!"
It's wot they calls responsibility.?All of a 'eap that feelin' come to me;?An' somew'ere in me 'ead I seemed to feel?A sneakin' sort o' wish that I was free.
'Ere's me 'oo never took no 'eed o' life,?Investin' in a mar-in-lor an' wife:?Someone to battle fer besides meself,?Somethink to love an' shield frum care and strife.
It makes yeh solim when yeh come to think?Wot love and marridge means. Ar, strike me pink!?It ain't all sighs and kisses. It's yer life.?An' 'ere's me tremblin' on the bloomin' brink.
"'Er pore dead Par," she sez, an' gulps a sob.?An' then I tells 'er 'ow I got a job,?As storeman down at Jones' printin' joint,?A decent sorter cop at fifty bob.
Then things get 'ome-like; an' we torks till late,?An' tries to tease Doreen to fix the date,?An' she gits suddin soft and tender-like,?An' cries a bit, when we parts at the gate.
An' as I'm moochin' 'omeward frum the car?A suddin notion stops me wiv a jar--?Wot if Doreen, I thinks, should grow to be,?A fat ole weepin' willer like 'er Mar!
O, 'struth! It won't bear thinkin' of! It's crook!?An' I'm a mean, unfeelin' dawg to look?At things like that. Doreen's Doreen to me,?The sweetest peach on w'ich a man wus shook.
'Er "pore dear Par"...I s'pose 'e 'ad 'is day,?An' kissed an' smooged an' loved 'er in 'is way.?An' wed an' took 'is chances like a man--?But, Gawd, this splicin' racket ain't all play.
Love is a gamble, an' there ain't no certs.?Some day, I s'pose, I'll git wise to the skirts,?An' learn to take the bitter wiv the sweet...?But, strike me purple! "Willy!" THAT'S wot 'urts.
IX. Pilot Cove
Young friend," 'e sez...Young friend!?Well, spare me days!?Yeh'd think I wus 'is own white-'eaded boy--?The queer ole finger, wiv 'is gentle ways.?"Young friend," 'e sez, "I wish't yeh bofe great joy."?The langwidge that them parson blokes imploy?Fair