The Shadow of the Rope | Page 3

could have been.
He did not hear her, though the stairs creaked the smallness of the
hour--or if he heard he made no sign. This discouraged Rachel as she
stole down the lower flight; she would have preferred the angriest sign.
But there were few internal sounds which penetrated to the little study
at the back of the dining-room, for the permanent tenant was the widow
of an eminent professor lately deceased, and that student had protected
his quiet with double doors. The outer one, in dark red baize, made an
alarming noise as Rachel pulled it open; but, though she waited, no
sound came from within; nor was Minchin disturbed by the final entry
of his wife, whose first glance convinced her of the cause. In the
professor's armchair sat his unworthy successor, chin on waistcoat, a
newspaper across his knees, an empty decanter at one elbow.
Something remained in the glass beside the bottle; he had tumbled off
before the end. There were even signs of deliberate preparations for
slumber, for the shade was tilted over the electric light by which he had

been reading, as a hat is tilted over the eyes.
Rachel had a touch of pity at seeing him in a chair for the night; but the
testimony of the decanter forbade remorse. She had filled it herself in
the evening against her husband's return from an absence of mysterious
length. Now she understood that mystery, and her face darkened as she
recalled the inconceivable insult which his explanation had embraced.
No, indeed; not another minute that she could help! And he would
sleep there till all hours of the morning; he had done it before; the
longer the better, this time.
She had recoiled into the narrow hall, driven by an uncontrollable
revulsion; and there she stood, pale and quivering with a disgust that
only deepened as she looked her last upon the shaded face and the
inanimate frame in the chair. Rachel could not account for the intensity
of her feeling; it bordered upon nausea, and for a time prevented her
from retracing the single step which at length enabled her to shut both
doors as quietly as she had opened them, after switching off the light
from force of habit. There was another light still glowing in the hall,
and, again from habit, Rachel put it out also before setting foot upon
the stairs. A moment later she was standing terror-stricken in the dark.
It was no sound from the study, but the tiniest of metallic rattles from
the flap of the letter-box in the front door. The wind might have done it,
for the flap had lost its spring; and, though the noise was not repeated,
to the wind Rachel put it down, as she mounted the stairs at last in a
flutter that caused her both shame and apprehension. Her nerve was
going, and she needed it so! It should not go; it should not; and as if to
steady it, she opened the landing window, and spent some minutes
gazing out into the cool and starry night. Not that she could see very far.
The backs of houses hid half the stars in front and on either hand,
making, with the back of this house and its fellows, a kind of square
turned inside out. Miserable little gardens glimmered through an
irregular network of grimy walls, with here and there a fair tree in
autumnal tatters; but Rachel looked neither at these nor at the stars that
lit them dimly. In a single window of those right opposite a single lamp
had burnt all night. It was the only earthly light that Rachel could see,

the only one of earth or heaven upon which she looked; and she
discovered it with thanksgiving, and tore her eyes away from it with a
prayer.
In time the trunk was packed, and incontinently carried downstairs, by
an effort which left Rachel racked in every muscle and swaying giddily.
But she could not have made much noise, for still there was no sign
from the study. She scarcely paused to breathe. A latchkey closed the
door behind her very softly; she was in the crisp, clean air at last.
But it was no hour for finding cabs; it was the hour of the scavenger
and no other being; and Rachel walked into broad sunlight before she
spied a solitary hansom. It was then she did the strangest thing; instead
of driving straight back for her trunk, when near the house she gave the
cabman other directions, subsequently stopping him at one with a card
in the window.
A woman answered the bell with surprising celerity, and a face first
startled and then incensed at the sight of Mrs. Minchin.
"So you never came!" cried the