The Pilgrims of the Rhine | Page 9

and soul up to
me,--if they begin to cavil I have done with them; their fancy should
put itself entirely under my management; and, after all, ought they not
to be too glad to get out of this hackneyed and melancholy world, to be
run away with by an author who promises them something new?
From the heights of Bruges, a Mortal and his betrothed gazed upon the
scene below. They saw the sun set slowly amongst purple masses of
cloud, and the lover turned to his mistress and sighed deeply; for her
cheek was delicate in its blended roses, beyond the beauty that belongs
to the hues of health; and when he saw the sun sinking from the world,
the thought came upon him that /she/ was his sun, and the glory that
she shed over his life might soon pass away into the bosom of the
"ever-during Dark." But against the clouds rose one of the many spires
that characterize the town of Bruges; and on that spire, tapering into
heaven, rested the eyes of Gertrude Vane. The different objects that
caught the gaze of each was emblematic both of the different channel
of their thoughts and the different elements of their nature: he thought
of the sorrow, she of the consolation; his heart prophesied of the
passing away from earth, hers of the ascension into heaven. The lower
part of the landscape was wrapped in shade; but just where the bank
curved round in a mimic bay, the waters caught the sun's parting smile,
and rippled against the herbage that clothed the shore, with a scarcely
noticeable wave. There are two of the numerous mills which are so
picturesque a feature of that country, standing at a distance from each
other on the rising banks, their sails perfectly still in the cool silence of
the evening, and adding to the rustic tranquillity which breathed around.
For to me there is something in the still sails of one of those inventions
of man's industry peculiarly eloquent of repose: the rest seems typical
of the repose of our own passions, short and uncertain, contrary to their
natural ordination; and doubly impressive from the feeling which
admonishes us how precarious is the stillness, how utterly dependent
on every wind rising at any moment and from any quarter of the
heavens! They saw before them no living forms, save of one or two
peasants yet lingering by the water-side.
Trevylyan drew closer to his Gertrude; for his love was inexpressibly

tender, and his vigilant anxiety for her made his stern frame feel the
first coolness of the evening even before she felt it herself.
"Dearest, let me draw your mantle closer round you."
Gertrude smiled her thanks.
"I feel better than I have done for weeks," said she; "and when once we
get into the Rhine, you will see me grow so strong as to shock all your
interest for me."
"Ah, would to Heaven my interest for you may be put to such an
ordeal!" said Trevylyan; and they turned slowly to the inn, where
Gertrude's father already awaited them.
Trevylyan was of a wild, a resolute, and an active nature. Thrown on
the world at the age of sixteen, he had passed his youth in alternate
pleasure, travel, and solitary study. At the age in which manhood is
least susceptible to caprice, and most perhaps to passion, he fell in love
with the loveliest person that ever dawned upon a poet's vision. I say
this without exaggeration, for Gertrude Vane's was indeed the beauty,
but the perishable beauty, of a dream. It happened most singularly to
Trevylyan (but he was a singular man), that being naturally one whose
affections it was very difficult to excite, he should have fallen in love at
first sight with a person whose disease, already declared, would have
deterred any other heart from risking its treasures on a bark so utterly
unfitted for the voyage of life. Consumption, but consumption in its
most beautiful shape, had set its seal upon Gertrude Vane, when
Trevylyan first saw her, and at once loved. He knew the danger of the
disease; he did not, except at intervals, deceive himself; he wrestled
against the new passion: but, stern as his nature was, he could not
conquer it. He loved, he confessed his love, and Gertrude returned it.
In a love like this, there is something ineffably beautiful,--it is
essentially the poetry of passion. Desire grows hallowed by fear, and,
scarce permitted to indulge its vent in the common channel of the
senses, breaks forth into those vague yearnings, those lofty aspirations,
which pine for the Bright, the Far, the Unattained. It is "the desire of

the moth for the star;" it is the love of the soul!
Gertrude was advised