The Odds | Page 8

whatever you may say. It's
rough, I tell you. And you"--he looked down upon her slender
fairness--"you weren't made for rough things."
"Please don't be silly, Jack!" she broke in. "I'm quite as strong as the
average woman and, I hope, as capable. I'm grown up, you silly man!
I'm old--older than you are in some ways, even though you have been
in the world ten years longer. Can't you see I want to stretch my
wings?"
"Want to leave me?" he said, and put his arms suddenly about her. She
nestled to him on the instant, lifting her face to kiss him.
"No, darling, no! Never in life! But--you must see--you must see"--her

eyes filled with tears unexpectedly, and she laid her head upon his
shoulder to hide them--"that I can't--live on you--for ever. It isn't
fair--to you--or to Adela--or to--to--anyone else who might turn up."
"Ah!" he said. "Or to you either. We've no right to make a slave of you.
I know that. Perhaps Adela hasn't altogether realized it."
"I've nothing--whatever--against Adela," Dot told him, rather shakily.
"She has never been--other than kind. No, it is what I feel myself. I am
not necessary to you or to Adela, and--in a way--I'm glad of it. I like to
know you two are happy. I'm not a bit jealous, Jack, not a bit. It's just
as it should be. But you'll have to let me go, dear. It's time I went. It's
right that I should go. You mustn't try to hold me back."
But Jack's arms had tightened about her. "I hate the thought of it," he
said. "Give it up! Give it up, old girl--for my sake!"
She shook her head silently in his embrace.
He went on with less assurance. "If you wanted to get married it would
be a different thing. I would never stand in the way of your marrying a
decent man. If you must go, why don't you do that?"
She laughed rather tremulously. "You think every good woman ought
to marry, don't you, Jack?"
"When there's a good man waiting for her, why not?" said Jack.
She lifted her head and looked at him. "I'm not going to marry Fletcher
Hill, Jack," she said, with firmness.
Jack made a slight movement of impatience. "I never could see your
objection to the man," he said.
She laughed again, drawing herself back from him. "But, Jack darling,
a woman doesn't marry a man just because he's not objectionable, does
she? I always said I wouldn't marry him, didn't I?"
"You might do a lot worse," said Jack.

"Of course I might--heaps worse. But that isn't the point. I think he's
quite a good sort--in his own sardonic way. And he is a great friend of
yours, too, isn't he? That fact would count vastly in his favour if I
thought of marrying at all. But, you see--I don't."
"I call that uncommon hard on Fletcher," observed Jack.
She opened her blue eyes very wide. "My dear man, why?"
"After waiting for you all this time," he explained, suffering his arms to
fall away from her.
She still gazed at him in astonishment. "Jack! But I never asked him to
wait!"
He turned from her with a shrug of the shoulders. "No, but I did."
"You did? Jack, what can you mean?"
Jack stooped to feel one of his animal's hocks. He spoke without
looking at her. "It's been my great wish--all this time. I've been deuced
anxious about you often. Australia isn't the place for unprotected
girls--at least, not out in the wilds. I've seen--more than enough of that.
And you're no wiser than the rest. You lost your head once--over a
rotter. You might again. Who knows?"
"Oh, really, Jack!" The girl's face flushed very deeply. She turned it
aside instinctively, though he was not looking at her. But the colour
died as quickly as it came, leaving her white and quivering.
She stood mutely struggling for self-control while Jack continued. "I
know Fletcher. I know he's sound. He's a man who always gets what he
wants. He wouldn't be a magistrate now if he didn't. And when I saw he
wanted you, I made up my mind he should have you if I could possibly
work it. I gave him my word I'd help him, and I begged him to wait a
bit, to give you time to get over that other affair. He's been
waiting--ever since."

Dot's hands clenched slowly. She spoke with a great effort. "Then he'd
better stop waiting--at once, Jack, and marry someone else."
"He won't do that," said Jack. He stood up again abruptly and faced
round upon her. "Look here, dear! Why can't you give in and marry
him? He's such a good sort if you only