The Nigger of the Narcissus | Page 3

Joseph Conrad
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tenderness and faith is to hold up unquestioningly, without choice and
without fear, the rescued fragment before all eyes in the light of a
sincere mood. It is to show its vibration, its colour, its form; and
through its movement, its form, and its colour, reveal the substance of
its truth--disclose its inspiring secret: the stress and passion within the
core of each convincing moment. In a single-minded attempt of that
kind, if one be deserving and fortunate, one may perchance attain to
such clearness of sincerity that at last the presented vision of regret or
pity, of terror or mirth, shall awaken in the hearts of the beholders that
feeling of unavoidable solidarity; of the solidarity in mysterious origin,
in toil, in joy, in hope, in uncertain fate, which binds men to each other
and all mankind to the visible world. It is evident that he who, rightly
or wrongly, holds by the convictions expressed above cannot be
faithful to any one of the temporary formulas of his craft. The enduring
part of them--the truth which each only imperfectly veils--should abide
with him as the most precious of his possessions, but they all: Realism,
Romanticism, Naturalism, even the unofficial senti-mentalism (which
like the poor, is exceedingly difficult to get rid of,) all these gods must,
after a short period of fellowship, abandon him--even on the very
threshold of the temple--to the stammerings of his conscience and to
the outspoken consciousness of the difficulties of his work. In that
uneasy solitude the supreme cry of Art for Art itself, loses the exciting
ring of its apparent immorality. It sounds far off. It has ceased' to be a
cry, and is heard only as a whisper, often incomprehensible, but at
times and faintly encouraging.
Sometimes, stretched at ease in the shade of a roadside tree, we watch
the motions of a labourer in a distant field, and after a time, begin to
wonder languidly as to what the fellow may be at. We watch the
movements of his body, the waving of his arms, we see him bend down,
stand up, hesitate, begin again. It may add to the charm of an idle hour

to be told the purpose of his exertions. If we know he is trying to lift a
stone, to dig a ditch, to uproot a stump, we look with a more real
interest at his efforts; we are disposed to condone the jar of his
agitation upon the restfulness of the landscape; and even, if in a
brotherly frame of mind, we may bring ourselves to forgive his failure.
We understood his object, and, after all, the fellow has tried, and
perhaps he had not the strength--and perhaps he had not the knowledge.
We forgive, go on our way--and forget.
And so it is with the workman of art. Art is long and life is short, and
success is very far off. And thus, doubtful of strength to travel so far,
we talk a little about the aim--the aim of art, which, like life itself, is
inspiring, difficult--obscured by mists--It is not in the clear logic of a
triumphant conclusion; it is not in the unveiling of one of those
heartless secrets which are called the Laws of Nature. It is not less great,
but only more difficult.
To arrest, for the space of a breath, the hands busy about the work of
the earth, and compel men entranced by the sight of distant goals to
glance for a moment at the surrounding vision of form and colour, of
sunshine and shadows; to make them pause for a look, for a sigh, for a
smile--such is the aim, difficult and evanescent, and reserved only for a
very few to achieve. But sometimes, by the deserving and the fortunate,
even that task is accomplished. And when it is
accomplished--behold!--all the truth of life is there: a moment of vision,
a sigh, a smile--and the return to an eternal rest.
1897. J. C.

THE NIGGER OF THE "NARCISSUS"
CHAPTER ONE
Mr. Baker, chief mate of the ship Narcissus, stepped in one stride out
of his lighted cabin into the darkness of the quarter-deck. Above his
head, on the break of the poop, the night-watchman rang a double

stroke. It was nine o'clock. Mr. Baker, speaking up to the man above
him, asked:--"Are all the hands aboard, Knowles?"
The man limped down the ladder, then said reflectively:--
"I think so, sir. All our old chaps are there, and a lot of new men has
come.... They must be all there."
"Tell the boatswain to send all hands aft," went on Mr. Baker; "and tell
one of the youngsters to bring a good lamp here. I want to muster our
crowd."
The main deck was dark aft, but halfway from forward,
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