The Holy Cross and Other Tales | Page 6

in its depths; wild beasts flee from me, and
pestilences turn their consuming breaths elsewhere. On and on and on I
go,--not to a home, nor to my people, nor to my grave, but evermore
into the tortures of an eternity of sorrow. And evermore I feel the
nameless horror burn within, whilst evermore I see the pleading eyes of
him that bore the cross, and evermore I hear his voice crying: 'Move on,
O Jew! move on forevermore!'"
"Thou art the Wandering Jew!" cried the Father Miguel.
"I am he," saith the aged man. "I marvel not that thou dost revolt
against me, for thou standest in the shadow of that same cross which I
have spurned, and thou art illumined with the love of him that went his
way to Calvary. But I beseech thee bear with me until I have told thee
all,--then drive me hence if thou art so minded."
"Speak on," quoth the Father Miguel.
Then said the Jew: "How came I here I scarcely know; the seasons are
one to me, and one day but as another; for the span of my life, O
priestly man! is eternity. This much know you: from a far country I
embarked upon a ship,--I knew not whence 't was bound, nor cared I. I
obeyed the voice that bade me go. Anon a mighty tempest fell upon the
ship and overwhelmed it. The cruel sea brought peace to all but me; a
many days it tossed and buffeted me, then with a cry of exultation cast
me at last upon a shore I had not seen before, a coast far, far westward
whereon abides no human thing. But in that solitude still heard I from
within the awful mandate that sent me journeying onward, 'Move on, O

Jew! move on;' and into vast forests I plunged, and mighty plains I
traversed; onward, onward, onward I went, with the nameless horror in
my bosom, and--that cry, that awful cry! The rains beat upon me; the
sun wrought pitilessly with me; the thickets tore my flesh; and the
inhospitable shores bruised my weary feet,--yet onward I went,
plucking what food I might from thorny bushes to stay my hunger, and
allaying my feverish thirst at pools where reptiles crawled. Sometimes
a monster beast stood in my pathway and threatened to devour me; then
would I spread my two arms thus, and welcome death, crying: 'Rend
thou this Jew in twain, O beast! strike thy kindly fangs deep into this
heart,--be not afeard, for I shall make no battle with thee, nor any
outcry whatsoever!' But, lo, the beast would cower before me and skulk
away. So there is no death for me; the judgment spoken is irrevocable;
my sin is unpardonable, and the voice will not be hushed!"
Thus and so much spake the Jew, bowing his hoary head upon his
hands. Then was the Father Miguel vastly troubled; yet he recoiled not
from the Jew,--nay, he took the old man by the hand and sought to
soothe him.
"Thy sin was most heinous, O Jew!" quoth the Father; "but it falleth in
our blessed faith to know that whoso repenteth of his sin, what it soever
may be, the same shall surely be forgiven. Thy punishment hath
already been severe, and God is merciful, for even as we are all his
children, even so his tenderness to us is like unto the tenderness of a
father unto his child--yea, and infinitely tenderer and sweeter, for who
can estimate the love of our heavenly Father? Thou didst deny thy
succor to the Nazarene when he besought it, yet so great compassion
hath he that if thou but callest upon him he will forget thy
wrong,--leastwise will pardon it. Therefore be thou persuaded by me,
and tarry here this night, that in the presence of yonder symbol and the
holy relics our prayers may go up with thine unto our blessed Mother
and to the saints who haply shall intercede for thee in Paradise. Rest
here, O sufferer,--rest thou here, and we shall presently give thee great
comfort." The Jew, well-nigh fainting with fatigue, being persuaded by
the holy Father's gentle words, gave finally his consent unto this thing,
and went anon unto the cave beyond the shrine, and entered thereinto,

and lay upon a bed of skins and furs, and made as if to sleep. And when
he slept his sleep was seemingly disturbed by visions, and he tossed as
doth an one that sees full evil things, and in that sleep he muttered
somewhat of a voice he seemed to hear, though round about there was
no sound whatsoever, save only the soft music of the pine-trees on the
mountain-side. Meanwhile in the shrine, hewn out of those rocks, did