The Halo | Page 8

mind, have you?" he asked, with deliberate insolence. "Better wait till to-morrow, my dear--he's half drunk."
She hated Carron. Hated him with an intensity that few women know. At that moment she would have liked to kill him. But knowing a better weapon, and rejoicing in her cruelty, she used it. "Poor old Gerald," she said, smiling at him, "no man over fifty can afford the luxury of jealousy."
Then she joined Pontefract.
He made his proposal succinctly and well, and without any confusion she accepted him. "No--you may not kiss me to-night," she added. "You may come for that--to-morrow. Now would you mind going? I--I want to be alone."
Quite humbly, hardly daring to believe in his good fortune, he left her, and she wandered aimlessly over the grass towards the carp-pond. "Nasty, slimy water," she said aloud, "you have lost me!"
Joyselle had stopped playing, and through the open windows only a very subdued murmur of voices came. Even Bridge has its uses. The night was perfect, and the serene moon sailed high under a scrap of cloud like a wing. The old house, most beautiful, looked, among its surrounding trees, secluded and protected.
"It looks like a home," thought the girl bitterly.
And then young Joyselle joined her.
"May I come? Shall I bother you?"
"You may come; and you never bother me."
His youthful face was pleasant to look at; the dominating expression of it was one of sunny sweetness. Would Tommy grow to be as nice a young man?
Tommy, that old person, was, she knew, perched astride a chair near the Bridge table, picking up, with uncanny shrewdness, all sorts of tips about the great game, as he picked up knowledge about everything that came his way. Up to this, his varied stock of information had not hurt him. Later--who could tell?
"Where is Tommy?" she asked miserably.
"Watching the Bridge. Why are you unhappy?" His dark eyes were bent imploringly on hers. "I--I can't bear to see you suffer."
"Oh, _mon Dieu, je ne souffre pas_! That is saying far too much. I----"
"Was it Pontefract?"
"No, oh, no. Ponty and I are very good friends," she returned absently. And then she remembered. She was going to marry Ponty!
"Let's walk to the sun-dial and see what time it is by the moon," she suggested abruptly.
But at the sun-dial he insisted further, always gentle and apologetic, but always bent on having an answer to his question.
"You are not going to marry him?" he asked.
"Who told you I was?"
"No one."
"Oh!"
"Well, are you?"
His head fairly swam as he looked at her in the full moonlight. "What made you think of it?" she returned.
"Tommy--told me not to interrupt you--and him."
"Well--it's true."
He was young, and French, and she was beautiful and he was desperately in love with her. Kneeling suddenly on the damp grass, he buried his face in his arms as they lay limply across the sun-dial. There was a long pause. He did not sob, he was quite still, but every line of him proclaimed unspeakable agony.
"Poor boy," she said gently.
Then he rose. "I am not a boy," he declared, his chin twitching but his voice firm, "and I love you. He is old and--_c'est un vieux rou��_. I at least am young and I have lived a clean life."
He asked her no question, but she paused to consider. "I know, I understand," he continued, "you hate this life, you are bored and sick of it all; you do not love your mother. _Mon Dieu, ne pas pouvoir aimer sa m��re!_ And you want to get away. Then--marry me instead. I am not so rich, but I am rich. And, ah, I love you--_je t'aime_."
Poor Pontefract, leaning back in his big Mercedes trying to realise his bliss, was jilted before Brigit had spoken a word. Like a flash, his image seemed to stand before her, beside the delightful boy-man whose youth and niceness pleaded so strongly to her. She did not consider that breaking her word was not fair play, she had no thought of pity for Pontefract. She loved nobody, and therefore thought solely of herself. This boy was right. She would be happier with him than with poor, old, fat Ponty. So poor, old, fat Ponty went to the wall, and putting her hands into Joyselle's, she said slowly:
"Very well--I will. I will marry you. Only--you must know that I am an odious person, selfish and moody, and----"
But she could not finish her sentence, because Joyselle had her in his arms and was kissing her.
"I will be your servant and your slave," he told her, with very bad judgment but much sincerity. "I will serve you on my knees."
"Now you must--buck up--and not let them see to-night. Mother will be cross at first. And--I must write Ponty before we tell."
Her practical tone struck chill on Joyselle's glowing young ear, but