The Greater Inclination | Page 4

Villa d'Este, and Danyers was with her daily.
She showed an unaffected pleasure in his society; a pleasure so
obviously founded on their common veneration of Rendle, that the
young man could enjoy it without fear of fatuity. At first he was merely
one more grain of frankincense on the altar of her insatiable divinity;
but gradually a more personal note crept into their intercourse. If she
still liked him only because he appreciated Rendle, she at least
perceptibly distinguished him from the herd of Rendle's appreciators.
Her attitude toward the great man's memory struck Danyers as perfect.
She neither proclaimed nor disavowed her identity. She was frankly
Silvia to those who knew and cared; but there was no trace of the
Egeria in her pose. She spoke often of Rendle's books, but seldom of
himself; there was no posthumous conjugality, no use of the possessive
tense, in her abounding reminiscences. Of the master's intellectual life,
of his habits of thought and work, she never wearied of talking. She
knew the history of each poem; by what scene or episode each image
had been evoked; how many times the words in a certain line had been
transposed; how long a certain adjective had been sought, and what had
at last suggested it; she could even explain that one impenetrable line,
the torment of critics, the joy of detractors, the last line of The Old
Odysseus.
Danyers felt that in talking of these things she was no mere echo of

Rendle's thought. If her identity had appeared to be merged in his it was
because they thought alike, not because he had thought for her.
Posterity is apt to regard the women whom poets have sung as chance
pegs on which they hung their garlands; but Mrs. Anerton's mind was
like some fertile garden wherein, inevitably, Rendle's imagination had
rooted itself and flowered. Danyers began to see how many threads of
his complex mental tissue the poet had owed to the blending of her
temperament with his; in a certain sense Silvia had herself created the
Sonnets to Silvia.
To be the custodian of Rendle's inner self, the door, as it were, to the
sanctuary, had at first seemed to Danyers so comprehensive a privilege
that he had the sense, as his friendship with Mrs. Anerton advanced, of
forcing his way into a life already crowded. What room was there,
among such towering memories, for so small an actuality as his? Quite
suddenly, after this, he discovered that Mrs. Memorall knew better: his
fortunate friend was bored as well as lonely.
"You have had more than any other woman!" he had exclaimed to her
one day; and her smile flashed a derisive light on his blunder. Fool that
he was, not to have seen that she had not had enough! That she was
young still--do years count?--tender, human, a woman; that the living
have need of the living.
After that, when they climbed the alleys of the hanging park, resting in
one of the little ruined temples, or watching, through a ripple of foliage,
the remote blue flash of the lake, they did not always talk of Rendle or
of literature. She encouraged Danyers to speak of himself; to confide
his ambitions to her; she asked him the questions which are the wise
woman's substitute for advice.
"You must write," she said, administering the most exquisite flattery
that human lips could give.
Of course he meant to write--why not to do something great in his turn?
His best, at least; with the resolve, at the outset, that his best should be
the best. Nothing less seemed possible with that mandate in his ears.
How she had divined him; lifted and disentangled his groping

ambitions; laid the awakening touch on his spirit with her creative _Let
there be light!_
It was his last day with her, and he was feeling very hopeless and
happy.
"You ought to write a book about _him,"_ she went on gently.
Danyers started; he was beginning to dislike Rendle's way of walking
in unannounced.
"You ought to do it," she insisted. "A complete interpretation--a
summing- up of his style, his purpose, his theory of life and art. No one
else could do it as well."
He sat looking at her perplexedly. Suddenly--dared he guess?
"I couldn't do it without you," he faltered.
"I could help you--I would help you, of course."
They sat silent, both looking at the lake.
It was agreed, when they parted, that he should rejoin her six weeks
later in Venice. There they were to talk about the book.
III
_Lago d'Iseo, August 14th_.
When I said good-by to you yesterday I promised to come back to
Venice in a week: I was to give you your answer then. I was not honest
in saying