The Dreamer | Page 3

from the room, and the boy
looked with awe into the face of the weeping nurse who, holding his
sister in one arm dragged him away from the bedside and out of the
door, by the hand. There was much hurried tramping to and fro,
opening and closing of doors and drawing to of window-blinds. These
unusual sounds filled the boy with a vague fear.
That night the children were put to bed upon a pallet in Mrs. Fipps' own
room and Mrs. Fipps herself rocked the baby Rosalie to sleep and gave
the little Edgar tea-cakes, in addition to his bread and milk, and told
him stories of Heaven and beautiful angels playing upon golden harps.
The next day the children were taken back to their mother's room. The
shutter to the window which let in the one patch of dim light was now
closed and the room was quite dark, save for two candles that stood
upon stands, one at the foot, the other at the head of the bed. The air
was heavy--sickening almost--with the odor of flowers. Upon the bed,
all dressed in white, and with a wreath of white roses on her dark
ringlets, lay their mother, with eyelids fast shut and a lovely smile on

her lips. She was very white and very beautiful, but when her little boy
kissed her the pale lips were cold on his rosy ones, as if the smile had
frozen there. It was very beautiful but the boy was a little frightened.
"Mother--" he said softly, pleadingly, "Wake up! I want you to wake
up."
The weeping nurse placed her arm around him and knelt beside the bed.
"She will never wake up again here on earth, Eddie darling.
Never--nevermore. She has gone to live with the angels where you will
be with her some day, but never--nevermore on earth."
With that she fell to weeping bitterly, hiding her face on his little
shoulder.
The child, marvelling, softly repeated, "Nevermore--nevermore." The
solemn, musical word, with the picture in the dim light, of the sleeping
figure--asleep to wake nevermore--and so white, so white, all save the
dusky curls, sank deep into his young mind and memory. His great grey
eyes were wistful with the beauty, and the sadness, and the mystery of
it all.
The next day the boy rode in a carriage with Mrs. Fipps and Nurse
Betty who had left off the big white cap and was enveloped from head
to foot in black, up a long hill, to a white church in a churchyard where
the grass was still green between the tombstones. The bell in the white
steeple was tolling slowly, solemnly. Soft grey clouds hung over the
steeple and snow-flakes as big as rose-leaves began to fill the air.
Presently the bell ceased tolling and he and Nurse Betty moved up the
aisle behind a train of figures in black, with black streamers floating
from their sleeves. The figures bent beneath a heavy burden. It was
long and black and grim, but the flowers that covered it were
snow-white and filled the church with a sweet smell. A white-robed
figure led the way up the aisle, repeating, as he walked, some words so
solemn and full of melody that they sounded almost like music. The
church was dim, and quiet, and nearly empty. The organ began to
play--oh, so softly! It was very beautiful, but still the boy shuddered,

for he dimly realized that the grim box held the sleeping form that
seemed to be his mother, but was not his real mother. Her kisses were
not frozen, and she was in Heaven with the angels.
The choir sang sweet music and the white-robed priest said more
solemn words that were like spoken music; then the procession moved
slowly down the aisle again and out of the door. The bell in the steeple
was silent now, and the organ was silent. Silently the procession
moved--silently the snow came down. Silently and softly, like white
flowers. The green graves were white with it now, like the flowers on
the coffin lid; but the open grave in the churchyard corner, near the
wall--it was dark, and deep and terrible! The boy's heart almost stood
still as, clinging to Nurse Betty's hand, he stared into its yawning mouth.
He felt that he would choke--would suffocate. They were lowering the
box into that deep, dark pit! What if the sleeping figure should awake,
after all--awake to the darkness and narrowness of that narrow bed!
With a piercing shriek the child broke from his nurse's hand and thrust
himself upon the arm of one of the black figures who held the ropes, in
a wild effort to stay him; then, still shrieking, was borne from the spot.
CHAPTER II.
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