The Doll and Her Friends | Page 2

of our former selves,--who has not seen one of us still the delight
and solace of some tender young heart; the confidant of its fancies, and
the soother of its sorrows; preferred to all newer claimants, however
high their pretensions; the still unrivalled favorite, in spite of the
laughter of the nursery and the quiet contempt of the schoolroom?
Young and gentle reader, your sympathy or your sagacity has doubtless
suggested to you my name. I am, as you guess, a DOLL; and though
not a doll of any peculiar pretensions, I flatter myself that my life may
not be quite without interest to the young lovers of my race, and in this
hope I venture to submit my memoirs to your indulgent consideration.
I am but a small doll; not one of those splendid specimens of wax,
modelled from the Princess Royal, with distinct fingers and toes, eyes
that shut, and tongues that wag. No; such I have only contemplated

from a respectful distance as I lay on my stall in the bazaar, while they
towered sublime in the midst of the toys, the wonder and admiration of
every passing child. I am not even one of those less magnificent, but
still dignified, leathern-skinned individuals, requiring clothes to take
off and put on, and a cradle to sleep in, with sheets, blankets, and every
thing complete. Neither can I found my claim to notice upon any thing
odd or unusual in my appearance: I am not a negro doll, with wide
mouth and woolly hair; nor a doll with a gutta-percha face, which can
be twisted into all kinds of grimaces.
I am a simple English doll, about six inches high, with jointed limbs
and an enamel face, a slim waist and upright figure, an amiable smile,
and intelligent eye, and hair dressed in the first style of fashion. I never
thought myself vain, but I own that in my youth I did pique myself
upon my hair. There was but one opinion about that. I have often heard
even grown-up people remark, 'How ingeniously that doll's wig is put
on, and how nicely it is arranged!' while at the same time my rising
vanity was crushed by the insinuation that I had an absurd smirk or a
ridiculous stare.
However, the opinions of human beings of mature age never much
disturbed me. The world was large enough for them and me; and I
could contentedly see them turn to their own objects of interest, while I
awaited in calm security the unqualified praise of those whose praise
alone was valuable to me--their children and grand-children.
I first opened my eyes to the light in the Pantheon Bazaar. How I came
there I know not; my conscious existence dates only from the moment
in which a silver-paper covering was removed from my face, and the
world burst upon my view. A feeling of importance was the first that
arose in my mind. As the hand that held me turned me from side to side,
I looked about. Dolls were before me, dolls behind, and dolls on each
side. For a considerable time I could see nothing else. The world
seemed made for dolls. But by degrees, as my powers of vision
strengthened, my horizon extended, and I perceived that portions of
space were allotted to many other objects. I descried, at various
distances, aids to amusements in endless succession,--balls, bats,

battledores, boxes, bags, and baskets; carts, cradles, and cups and
saucers. I did not then know any thing of the alphabet, and I cannot say
that I have quite mastered it even now; but if I were learned enough, I
am sure I could go from A to Z, as initial letters of the wonders with
which I soon made acquaintance.
Not that I at once became aware of the uses, or even the names, of all I
saw. No one took the trouble to teach me; and it was only by dint of my
own intense observation that I gained any knowledge at all. I did not at
first even know that I was a doll. But I made the most of opportunities,
and my mind gradually expanded.
I first learned to distinguish human beings. Their powers of motion
made a decided difference between them and the other surrounding
objects, and naturally my attention was early turned towards the actions
of the shopwoman on whose stall I lived. She covered me and my
companions with a large cloth every night, and restored the daylight to
us in the morning. We were all perfectly helpless without her, and
absolutely under her control. At her will the largest top hummed, or
was silent; the whip cracked, or lay harmlessly by the side of the horse.
She moved us from place to place,