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Title: The Damned
Author: Algernon Blackwood
Release Date: February 13, 2004 [EBook #11074]
Language: English
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THE DAMNED
Algernon Blackwood
1914
Chapter I
"I'm over forty, Frances, and rather set in my ways," I said
good-naturedly, ready to yield if she insisted that our going together on
the visit involved her happiness. "My work is rather heavy just now too,
as you know. The question is, could I work there--with a lot of
unassorted people in the house?"
"Mabel doesn't mention any other people, Bill," was my sister's
rejoinder. "I gather she's alone--as well as lonely."
By the way she looked sideways out of the window at nothing, it was
obvious she was disappointed, but to my surprise she did not urge the
point; and as I glanced at Mrs. Franklyn's invitation lying upon her
sloping lap, the neat, childish handwriting conjured up a mental picture
of the banker's widow, with her timid, insignificant personality, her
pale grey eyes and her expression as of a backward child. I thought, too,
of the roomy country mansion her late husband had altered to suit his
particular needs, and of my visit to it a few years ago when its barren
spaciousness suggested a wing of Kensington Museum fitted up
temporarily as a place to eat and sleep in. Comparing it mentally with
the poky Chelsea flat where I and my sister kept impecunious house, I
realized other points as well. Unworthy details flashed across me to
entice: the fine library, the organ, the quiet work-room I should have,
perfect service, the delicious cup of early tea, and hot baths at any
moment of the day--without a geyser!
"It's a longish visit, a month--isn't it?" I hedged, smiling at the details
that seduced me, and ashamed of my man's selfishness, yet knowing
that Frances expected it of me. "There are points about it, I admit. If
you're set on my going with you, I could manage it all right."
I spoke at length in this way because my sister made no answer. I saw
her tired eyes gazing into the dreariness of Oakley Street and felt a
pang strike through me. After a pause, in which again she said no word,
I added: "So, when you write the letter, you might hint, perhaps, that I
usually work all the morning, and--er--am not a very lively visitor!
Then she'll understand, you see." And I half-rose to return to my
diminutive study, where I was slaving, just then, at an absorbing article
on Comparative Aesthetic Values in the Blind and Deaf.
But Frances did not move. She kept her grey eyes upon Oakley Street
where the evening mist from the river drew mournful perspectives into
view. It was late October. We heard the omnibuses thundering across
the bridge. The monotony of that broad, characterless street seemed
more than usually depressing. Even in June sunshine it was dead, but
with autumn its melancholy soaked into every house between King's
Road and the Embankment. It washed thought into the past, instead of
inviting it hopefully towards the future. For me, its easy width was an
avenue through which nameless slums across the river sent creeping
messages of depression, and I always regarded it as Winter's main
entrance into London--fog, slush, gloom trooped down it every
November, waving their forbidding banners till March came to rout
them.
Its one claim upon my love was that the south wind swept sometimes
unobstructed up it, soft with suggestions of the sea. These lugubrious
thoughts I naturally kept to myself, though I never ceased to regret the
little flat whose cheapness had seduced us. Now, as I watched my
sister's impassive face, I realized that perhaps she, too, felt as I felt, yet,
brave woman, without betraying it.
"And, look here, Fanny," I said, putting a hand upon her shoulder as I
crossed the room, "it would be the very thing for you. You're worn out
with catering and housekeeping. Mabel is your oldest friend, besides,
and you've hardly seen her since he died--"
"She's been abroad for a year, Bill, and only just came back," my sister
interposed. "She came back rather unexpectedly, though I never
thought she would go there to live--" She stopped abruptly. Clearly, she
was only speaking half her mind. "Probably," she went on, "Mabel
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