The Confession of a Child of the Century | Page 4

and to these he gave new robes.
The children saw all this, thinking that the spirit of Caesar would soon
land at Cannes and breathe upon this larva; but the silence was
unbroken, and they saw floating in the sky only the paleness of the lily.
When these children spoke of glory, they met the answer:
"Become priests;" when they spoke of hope, of love, of power, of life:
"Become priests."
And yet upon the rostrum came a man who held in his hand a contract
between king and people. He began by saying that glory was a beautiful
thing, and ambition and war as well; but there was something still more
beautiful, and it was called liberty.
The children raised their heads and remembered that thus their
grandfathers had spoken. They remembered having seen in certain
obscure corners of the paternal home mysterious busts with long
marble hair and a Latin inscription; they remembered how their
grandsires shook their heads and spoke of streams of blood more
terrible than those of the Empire. Something in that word liberty made

their hearts beat with the memory of a terrible past and the hope of a
glorious future.
They trembled at the word; but returning to their homes they
encountered in the street three coffins which were being borne to
Clamart; within were three young men who had pronounced that word
liberty too distinctly.
A strange smile hovered on their lips at that sad sight; but other
speakers, mounted on the rostrum, began publicly to estimate what
ambition had cost and how very dear was glory; they pointed out the
horror of war and called the battle-losses butcheries. They spoke so
often and so long that all human illusions, like the trees in autumn, fell
leaf by leaf about them, and those who listened passed their hands over
their foreheads as if awakening from a feverish dream.
Some said: "The Emperor has fallen because the people wished no
more of him;" others added: "The people wished the king; no, liberty;
no, reason; no, religion; no, the English constitution; no, absolutism;"
and the last one said: "No, none of these things, but simply peace."
Three elements entered into the life which offered itself to these
children: behind them a past forever destroyed, still quivering on its
ruins with all the fossils of centuries of absolutism; before them the
aurora of an immense horizon, the first gleams of the future; and
between these two worlds--like the ocean which separates the Old
World from the New--something vague and floating, a troubled sea
filled with wreckage, traversed from time to time by some distant sail
or some ship trailing thick clouds of smoke; the present, in a word,
which separates the past from the future, which is neither the one nor
the other, which resembles both, and where one can not know whether,
at each step, one treads on living matter or on dead refuse.
It was in such chaos that choice had to be made; this was the aspect
presented to children full of spirit and of audacity, sons of the Empire
and grandsons of the Revolution.
As for the past, they would none of it, they had no faith in it; the future,

they loved it, but how? As Pygmalion before Galatea, it was for them a
lover in marble, and they waited for the breath of life to animate that
breast, for blood to color those veins.
There remained then the present, the spirit of the time, angel of the
dawn which is neither night nor day; they found him seated on a
lime-sack filled with bones, clad in the mantle of egoism, and shivering
in terrible cold. The anguish of death entered into the soul at the sight
of that spectre, half mummy and half foetus; they approached it as does
the traveller who is shown at Strasburg the daughter of an old count of
Sarvenden, embalmed in her bride's dress: that childish skeleton makes
one shudder, for her slender and livid hand wears the wedding-ring and
her head decays enwreathed in orange-blossoms.
As on the approach of a tempest there passes through the forests a
terrible gust of wind which makes the trees shudder, to which profound
silence succeeds, so had Napoleon, in passing, shaken the world; kings
felt their crowns oscillate in the storm, and, raising hands to steady
them, found only their hair, bristling with terror. The Pope had
travelled three hundred leagues to bless him in the name of God and to
crown him with the diadem; but Napoleon had taken it from his hands.
Thus everything trembled in that dismal forest of old Europe; then
silence succeeded.
It is said that when you meet a mad dog, if you keep quietly on your
way without turning, the dog