The Brimming Cup | Page 3

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that I think it a very great deal to ask of life, a very great deal for any
human beings to try for. I should say it was much harder to get than
happiness."
She was in despair. "Do you think that?" She searched his face
anxiously as though she found there more than in his speech. "Yes, yes,
I see what you mean." She drew a long breath. "I can even see how fine
it is of you to say that to me now. It's like a promise of how you will try.
But oh, Neale, I won't want life on any other terms!"
She stopped, looking down at her hand in his. He tightened his clasp.
His gaze on her darkened and deepened. "It's like sending me to get the
apples of Hesperides," he said, looking older than she, curiously and
suddenly older. "I want to say yes! It would be easy to say yes. Darling,
darling Marise, you can't want it more than I! But the very intelligence
that makes you want it, that makes me want it, shows me how mortally
hard it would be! Think! To be loyal to what is deepest and most living
in yourself . . . that's an undertaking for a life-time's effort, with all the
ups and downs and growths of life. And then to try to know what is
deepest and most living in another . . . and to try . . . Marise! I will try. I

will try with all my might. Can anybody do more than try with all his
might?"
Their gaze into each other's eyes went far beyond the faltering words
they spoke. She asked him in a low voice, "Couldn't you do more for
me than for yourself? One never knows, but . . . what else is love for,
but to give greater strength than we have?"
There was a moment's silence, in which their very spirits met
flame-like in the void, challenging, hoping, fearing. The man's face set.
His burning look of power enveloped her like the reflection of the sun.
"I swear you shall have it!" he said desperately, his voice shaking.
She looked up at him with a passionate gratitude. "I'll never forget that
as long as I live!" she cried out to him.
The tears stood in his eyes as in hers.
For the fraction of an instant, they had felt each other there, as never
before they had felt any other human being: they had both at once
caught a moment of flood-tide, and both together had been carried up
side by side; the long, inevitable isolation of human lives from birth
onward had been broken by the first real contact with another human
soul. They felt the awed impulse to cover their eyes as before too great
a glory.
The tide ebbed back, and untroubled they made no effort to stop its
ebbing. They had touched their goal, it was really there. Now they
knew it within their reach. Appeased, assuaged, fatigued, they felt the
need for quiet, they knew the sweetness of sobriety. They even looked
away from each other, aware of their own bodies which for that instant
had been left behind. They entered again into the flesh that clad their
spirits, taking possession of their hands and feet and members, and
taken possession of by them again. The fullness of their momentary
satisfaction had been so complete that they felt no regret, only a simple,
tender pleasure as of being again at home. They smiled happily at each
other and sat silent, hand in hand.

* * * * *
Now they saw the beauty before them, the vast plain, the mountains,
the sea: harmonious, serene, ripe with maturity, evocative of all the
centuries of conscious life which had unrolled themselves there.
"It's too beautiful to be real, isn't it?" murmured the girl, "and now, the
peaceful way I feel this minute, I don't mind it's being so old that it
makes you feel a midge in the sunshine with only an hour or two of life
before you. What if you are, when it's life as we feel it now, such a
flood of it, every instant brimming with it? Neale," she turned to him
with a sudden idea, "do you remember how Victor Hugo's 'Waterloo'
begins?"
"I should say not!" he returned promptly. "You forget I got all the
French I know in an American university."
"Well, I went to college in America, myself!"
"I bet it wasn't there you learned anything about Victor Hugo's poetry,"
he surmised skeptically. "Well, how does it begin, anyhow, and what's
it got to do with us?"
The girl was as unamused as he at his certainty that it had something to
do with