Surly Tim A Lancashire Story | Page 2

the more I saw of
him the more fully I was convinced that he was not so surly as people
imagined. He never interfered with the most active of his enemies, nor
made any reply when they taunted him, and more than once I saw him
perform a silent, half-secret act of kindness. Once I caught him
throwing half his dinner to a wretched little lad who had just come to
the factory, and worked near him; and once again, as I was leaving the
building on a rainy night, I came upon him on the stone steps at the
door bending down with an almost pathetic clumsiness to pin the

woolen shawl of a poor little mite, who, like so many others, worked
with her shiftless father and mother to add to their weekly earnings. It
was always the poorest and least cared for of the children whom he
seemed to befriend, and very often I noticed that even when he was
kindest, in his awkward man fashion, the little waifs were afraid of him,
and showed their fear plainly.
The factory was situated on the outskirts of a thriving country town
near Manchester, and at the end of the lane that led from it to the more
thickly populated part there was a path crossing a field to the pretty
church and church-yard, and this path was a short cut homeward for me.
Being so pretty and quiet the place had a sort of attraction for me; and I
was in the habit of frequently passing through it on my way, partly
because it was pretty and quiet, perhaps, and partly, I have no doubt,
because I was inclined to be weak and melancholy at the time, my
health being broken down under hard study.
It so happened that in passing here one night, and glancing in among
the graves and marble monuments as usual, I caught sight of a dark
figure sitting upon a little mound under a tree and resting its head upon
its hands, and in this sad-looking figure I recognized the muscular
outline of my friend Surly Tim.
He did not see me at first, and I was almost inclined to think it best to
leave him alone; but as I half turned away he stirred with something
like a faint moan, and then lifted his head and saw me standing in the
bright, clear moonlight.
"Who's theer?" he said. "Dost ta want owt?"
"It is only Doncaster, Hibblethwaite," I returned, as I sprang over the
low stone wall to join him. "What is the matter, old fellow? I thought I
heard you groan just now."
"Yo' mought ha' done, Mester," he answered heavily. "Happen tha did.
I dunnot know mysen. Nowts th' matter though, as I knows on, on'y I'm
a bit out o' soarts."

He turned his head aside slightly and began to pull at the blades of
grass on the mound, and all at once I saw that his hand was trembling
nervously.
It was almost three minutes before he spoke again.
"That un belongs to me," he said suddenly at last, pointing to a longer
mound at his feet. "An' this little un," signifying with an indescribable
gesture the small one upon which he sat.
"Poor fellow," I said, "I see now."
"A little lad o' mine," he said, slowly and tremulously. "A little lad o'
mine an'--an' his mother.'
"What!" I exclaimed, "I never knew that you were a married man,
Tim."
He dropped his head upon his hand again, still pulling nervously at the
grass with the other.
"Th' law says I beant, Mester," he answered in a painful, strained
fashion. "I conna tell mysen what God-a'-moighty 'ud say about it."
"I don't understand," I faltered; "you don't mean to say the poor girl
never was your wife, Hibblethwaite."
"That's what th' law says," slowly; "I thowt different mysen, an' so did
th' poor lass. That's what's the matter, Mester; that's th' trouble."
The other nervous hand went up to his bent face for a minute and hid it,
but I did not speak. There was so much of strange grief in his simple
movement that I felt words would be out of place. It was not my
dogged, inexplicable "hand" who was sitting before me in the bright
moonlight on the baby's grave; it was a man with a hidden history of
some tragic sorrow long kept secret in his homely breast,--perhaps a
history very few of us could read aright. I would not question him,
though I fancied he meant to explain himself. I knew that if he was

willing to tell me the truth it was best that he should choose his own
time for it, and so I let him alone.
And before I had waited very