Secrets of the Princesse de Cadignan | Page 6

and beauty to a woman of intellect, the
princess had contrived to make a reception in her little house a great
honor which distinguished the favored person. Sheltered by her
supposed occupation, she was able to deceive one of her former adorers,
de Marsay, the most influential personage of the political bourgeoisie
brought to the fore in July 1830. She received him sometimes in the
evenings, and, occupied his attention while the marshal and a few
legitimists were talking, in a low voice, in her bedroom, about the
recovery of power, which could be attained only by a general

co-operation of ideas,--the one element of success which all
conspirators overlook. It was the clever vengeance of the pretty woman,
who thus inveigled the prime minister, and made him act as screen for a
conspiracy against his own government.
This adventure, worthy of the finest days of the Fronde, was the text of
a very witty letter, in which the princess rendered to "Madame" an
account of the negotiations. The Duc de Maufrigneuse went to La
Vendee, and was able to return secretly without being compromised,
but not without taking part in "Madame's" perils; the latter, however,
sent him home the moment she saw that her cause was lost. Perhaps,
had he remained, the eager vigilance of the young man might have
foiled that treachery. However great the faults of the Duchesse de
Maufrigneuse may have seemed in the eyes of the bourgeoisie, the
behavior of her son on this occasion certainly effaced them in the eyes
of the aristocracy. There was great nobility and grandeur in thus risking
her only son, and the heir of an historic name. Some persons are said to
intentionally cover the faults of their private life by public services, and
vice versa; but the Princesse de Cadignan made no such calculation.
Possibly those who apparently so conduct themselves make none.
Events count for much in such cases.
On one of the first fine days in the month of May, 1833, the Marquise
d'Espard and the princess were turning about--one could hardly call it
walking--in the single path which wound round the grass-plat in the
garden, about half-past two in the afternoon, just as the sun was leaving
it. The rays reflected on the walls gave a warm atmosphere to the little
space, which was fragrant with flowers, the gift of the marquise.
"We shall soon lose de Marsay," said the marquise; "and with him will
disappear your last hope of fortune for your son. Ever since you played
him that clever trick, he has returned to his affection for you."
"My son will never capitulate to the younger branch," returned the
princess, "if he has to die of hunger, or I have to work with my hands to
feed him. Besides, Berthe de Cinq-Cygne has no aversion to him."
"Children don't bind themselves to their parents' principles," said

Madame d'Espard.
"Don't let us talk about it," said the princess. "If I can't coax over the
Marquise de Cinq-Cygne, I shall marry Georges to the daughter of
some iron-founderer, as that little d'Esgrignon did."
"Did you love Victurnien?" asked the marquise.
"No," replied the princess, gravely, "d'Esgrignon's simplicity was really
only a sort of provincial silliness, which I perceived rather too late--or,
if you choose, too soon."
"And de Marsay?"
"De Marsay played with me as if I were a doll. I was so young at the
time! We never love men who pretend to teach us; they rub up all our
little vanities."
"And that wretched boy who hanged himself?"
"Lucien? An Antinous and a great poet. I worshiped him in all
conscience, and I might have been happy. But he was in love with a girl
of the town; and I gave him up to Madame. de Serizy. . . . If he had
cared to love me, should I have given him up?"
"What an odd thing, that you should come into collision with an
Esther!"
"She was handsomer than I," said the Princess.--"Very soon it shall be
three years that I have lived in solitude," she resumed, after a pause,
"and this tranquillity has nothing painful to me about it. To you alone
can I dare to say that I feel I am happy. I was surfeited with adoration,
weary of pleasure, emotional on the surface of things, but conscious
that emotion itself never reached my heart. I have found all the men
whom I have known petty, paltry, superficial; none of them ever caused
me a surprise; they had no innocence, no grandeur, no delicacy. I wish I
could have met with one man able to inspire me with respect."

"Then are you like me, my dear?" asked the marquise; "have you never
felt the emotion of love while trying to love?"
"Never," replied