Phantastes, A Faerie Romance | Page 5

so mutely to the law of oblivion, I leaned back in my chair,
and regarded them for a moment; when suddenly there stood on the

threshold of the little chamber, as though she had just emerged from its
depth, a tiny woman-form, as perfect in shape as if she had been a
small Greek statuette roused to life and motion. Her dress was of a kind
that could never grow old- fashioned, because it was simply natural: a
robe plaited in a band around the neck, and confined by a belt about the
waist, descended to her feet. It was only afterwards, however, that I
took notice of her dress, although my surprise was by no means of so
overpowering a degree as such an apparition might naturally be
expected to excite. Seeing, however, as I suppose, some astonishment
in my countenance, she came forward within a yard of me, and said, in
a voice that strangely recalled a sensation of twilight, and reedy river
banks, and a low wind, even in this deathly room:--
"Anodos, you never saw such a little creature before, did you?"
"No," said I; "and indeed I hardly believe I do now."
"Ah! that is always the way with you men; you believe nothing the first
time; and it is foolish enough to let mere repetition convince you of
what you consider in itself unbelievable. I am not going to argue with
you, however, but to grant you a wish."
Here I could not help interrupting her with the foolish speech, of which,
however, I had no cause to repent--
"How can such a very little creature as you grant or refuse anything?"
"Is that all the philosophy you have gained in one-and-twenty years?"
said she. "Form is much, but size is nothing. It is a mere matter of
relation. I suppose your six-foot lordship does not feel altogether
insignificant, though to others you do look small beside your old Uncle
Ralph, who rises above you a great half-foot at least. But size is of so
little consequence with old me, that I may as well accommodate myself
to your foolish prejudices." So saying, she leapt from the desk upon the
floor, where she stood a tall, gracious lady, with pale face and large
blue eyes. Her dark hair flowed behind, wavy but uncurled, down to her
waist, and against it her form stood clear in its robe of white.

"Now," said she, "you will believe me."
Overcome with the presence of a beauty which I could now perceive,
and drawn towards her by an attraction irresistible as incomprehensible,
I suppose I stretched out my arms towards her, for she drew back a step
or two, and said--
"Foolish boy, if you could touch me, I should hurt you. Besides, I was
two hundred and thirty-seven years old, last Midsummer eve; and a
man must not fall in love with his grandmother, you know."
"But you are not my grandmother," said I.
"How do you know that?" she retorted. "I dare say you know
something of your great-grandfathers a good deal further back than that;
but you know very little about your great-grandmothers on either side.
Now, to the point. Your little sister was reading a fairy-tale to you last
night."
"She was."
"When she had finished, she said, as she closed the book, `Is there a
fairy-country, brother?' You replied with a sigh, `I suppose there is, if
one could find the way into it.'"
"I did; but I meant something quite different from what you seem to
think."
"Never mind what I seem to think. You shall find the way into Fairy
Land to-morrow. Now look in my eyes."
Eagerly I did so. They filled me with an unknown longing. I
remembered somehow that my mother died when I was a baby. I
looked deeper and deeper, till they spread around me like seas, and I
sank in their waters. I forgot all the rest, till I found myself at the
window, whose gloomy curtains were withdrawn, and where I stood
gazing on a whole heaven of stars, small and sparkling in the moonlight.
Below lay a sea, still as death and hoary in the moon, sweeping into

bays and around capes and islands, away, away, I knew not whither.
Alas! it was no sea, but a low bog burnished by the moon. "Surely there
is such a sea somewhere!" said I to myself. A low sweet voice beside
me replied--
"In Fairy Land, Anodos."
I turned, but saw no one. I closed the secretary, and went to my own
room, and to bed.
All this I recalled as I lay with half-closed eyes. I was soon to find the
truth of the lady's promise, that this day I should discover the road into
Fairy Land.