Peter the Whaler | Page 2

guilty.
"You are a poacher. You deserve the name; and on some occasion,
when engaged in that lawless occupation, you will probably encounter

the gamekeepers of the persons on whose estates you are trespassing,
and whose property you are robbing. Now hear me out. They, as in
duty bound, will attempt to capture you. You and your companions
may resist; your weapons may be discharged, and life may be sacrificed.
If you escape the fate of a murderer, you may be transported to distant
lands, away from friends, home, and country, to work for long years;
perhaps in chains among the outcasts of our race, fed on the coarsest
food, subject to the tyranny of brutalised overseers, often themselves
convicts; your ears forced to listen to the foulest language, your eyes to
witness the grossest debauchery, till you yourself become as bad as
those with whom you are compelled to herd; so that, when the time of
your punishment is expired, you will be unfit for freedom; and if you
venture to return home, you will find yourself, wherever you appear,
branded with dishonour, and pointed at as the convict.
"Think, Peter, of the grief and anguish it would cause your poor mother
and me, to see you suffer so dreadful a disgrace--to feel that you
merited it. Think of the shame it would bring on the name of our family.
People would point at your sisters, and say, `Their brother is a convict!'
they would shake their heads as I appeared in the pulpit, and whisper,
`The vicar whose son was transported!' But more than all (for men's
censure matters not if we are guiltless), think how God will judge you,
who have had opportunities of knowing better, who have been
repeatedly warned that you are doing wrong, who are well aware that
you are doing wrong: think how He will judge and condemn you.
"Human laws, of necessity, are framed only to punish all alike, the rich
and educated man as well as the poor and ignorant; but God, who sees
what is in the heart of man, and his means of knowing right from
wrong, will more severely punish those who sin, as you do, with their
eyes open. I am unwilling to employ threats; I would rather appeal to
your better feelings, my boy; but I must, in the first place, take away
your means of following your favourite pursuit; and should you persist
in leading your present wild and idle life, I must adopt such measures
as will effectually prevent you. Give me your gun."
I listened to all that was said in dogged silence. I could not refuse to

give up my dearly-beloved weapon; but I did so with a very bad grace;
and I am sorry to say that my father's words had at that time little or no
effect on my heart. I say at the time, for afterwards, when it was too
late, I thought of them over and over again, and deeply repented of my
wilful obstinacy and folly.
Alas! from how much suffering and grief I should have been saved had
I attended to the precepts and warnings of my kind parent--how much
of bitter self-reproach. And I must warn my young friends, that
although the adventures I went through may be found very interesting
to read about, they would discover the reality to be very full of pain and
wretchedness were they subjected to it; and yet I may tell them that the
physical suffering I endured was as nothing when compared to the
anguish of mind I felt, when, left for hours and days to my own bitter
thoughts, I remembered that through my own perverseness I had
brought it all upon myself.
Often have I envied the light hearts of my fellow-sufferers, whose
consciences did not blame them. Let me urge you, then, in your course
through life, on all occasions to act rightly, and to take counsel and
advice from those on whose judgment you should rely; and then not
only in the next world will you have your reward, but, in this, through
the severest trials and bodily suffering you will enjoy a peace of mind
and a happiness of which no man can deprive you.
My parents had four sons and five daughters. My eldest brother was
studying for the bar in Dublin; and, as the family fortune was limited,
we were somewhat cramped to afford him the requisite means for his
education. I was consequently kept at home, picking up, when I felt
disposed, any crumbs of knowledge which came in my way, but
seldom going out of my way to find them; nor had I, unfortunately, any
plan fixed on for my future career.
My mother, was constantly employed with my sisters, and