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hitting me, and I just did the
things my brother taught me to do. My brother is a very good fighter.
"Go for the knees, throat, and eyes."
And I did. And I really hurt Sean. And then I started crying. And my sister had to leave her senior
honors class and drive me home. I got called to Mr. Small's office, but I didn't get suspended or anything
because a kid told Mr. Small the truth about the fight.
"Sean started it. It was self-defense."
And it was. I just don't understand why Sean wanted to hurt me. I didn't do anything to him. I am
very small. That's true. But I guess Sean didn't know I could fight. The truth is I could have hurt him a lot
worse. And maybe I should have. I thought I might have to if he came after the kid who told Mr. Small
the truth, but Sean never did go after him. So, everything was forgotten.
Some kids look at me strange in the hallways because I don't decorate my locker, and I'm the one
who beat up Sean and couldn't stop crying after he did it. I guess I'm pretty emotional.
It has been very lonely because my sister is busy being the oldest one in our family. My brother is
busy being a football player at Penn State. After the training camp, his coach said that he was second
string and that when he starts learning the system, he will be first string.
My dad really hopes he will make it to the pros and play for the Steelers. My mom is just glad he gets
to go to college for free because my sister doesn't play football, and there wouldn't be enough money to
send both of them. That's why she wants me to keep working hard, so I'll get an academic scholarship.
So, that's what I'm doing until I meet a friend here. I was hoping that the kid who told the truth could
become a friend of mine, but I think he was just being a good guy by telling.
Love always,
Charlie
September 11, 1991 Dear friend,
I don't have a lot of time because my advanced english teacher assigned us a book to read, and I like
to read books twice. Incidentally, the book is To Kill a Mockingbird. If you haven't read it, I think you
should because it is very interesting. The teacher has assigned us a few chapters at a time, but I do not
like to read books like that. I am halfway through the first time.
Anyway, the reason I am writing to you is because I saw my brother on television. I normally don't
like sports too much, but this was a special occasion. My mother started crying, and my father put his
arm around her shoulder, and my sister smiled, which is funny because my brother and sister always fight
when he's around.
But my older brother was on television, and so far, it has been the highlight of my two weeks in high
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school. I miss him terribly, which is strange, because we never really talked much when he was here. We
still don't talk, to be honest.
I would tell you his position, but like I said, I would like to be anonymous to you. I hope you
understand.
Love always,
Charlie
September 16, 1991 Dear friend,
I have finished To Kill a Mockingbird. It is now my favorite book of all time, but then again, I
always think that until I read another book. My advanced english teacher asked me to call him "Bill"
when we're not in class, and he gave me another book to read. He says that I have a great skill at reading
and understanding language, and he wanted me to write an essay about To Kill a Mockingbird.
I mentioned this to my mom, and she asked why Bill didn't recommend that I just take a sophomore
or junior english class. And I told her that Bill said that these were basically the same classes with more
complicated books, and that it wouldn't help me. My mom said that she wasn't sure and would talk to
him during open house. Then, she asked me to help her by washing the dishes, which I did.
Honestly, I don't like