isn't peculiar isn't much of a person. You see, I don't care for things
which are already fixed for me. I like to do my own fixing. And I don't
want to live in anybody else's home, not even yours, though you are
dear to want me. I am grateful, but I prefer to live here. My present
income would make an undignified affair of life among the friends of
other days. I'd feel continually as if I were overboard and holding on to
a slippery plank. Down here I'm independent. I have enough for my
needs and something to give--. That's a good-looking hat you have on.
Did you get it in Paris?"
Kitty shook her head. "New York." Otherwise she ignored my question.
Hats usually interested her. She talked well concerning them, but
to-day she would not be diverted from more insistent subjects.
"It must have cost a good deal to fix up this old house. Anywhere else it
would look very well." Her eyes were missing no detail. "You'd make a
pig-sty pretty, but it takes money--"
"Everything takes money. I sold two or three pieces of Aunt Matilda's
jewelry for enough to put the house in order. She expected me to sell
what I did not wish to keep. In her will was a note to that effect."
"She had more jewelry than any human being I ever saw." Into Kitty's
face came dawning understanding. "It was the only way she could leave
you any of--"
"Your father's money," I nodded. "Not until after her death did I
understand why she used to take all of your father's gifts in jewelry. I
know now."
"It was a good investment. I wish she'd bought twice as much. She had
so little else to leave you," Kitty was looking at me speculatively.
"How on earth are you going to live on a thousand dollars a year? Our
servants cost us twice that. Billy says it's awful, but--"
"It is if you can't afford it. You can. I believe all people ought to spend
every dollar they can afford, and not a cent they can't. That's what I do.
Aunt Matilda thought I was impractical, but I'm fearfully prudent. I live
within my income and I've deposited with a trust company, so I can't
spend it, a sum of money quite large enough to care for me through a
spell of illness in the greediest of hospitals, if I should be ill. And if I
should die I'm prepared for all expenses. It's a mistake to think I don't
look ahead. I thought once of having a stone put up in the cemetery so
as to be sure I had not forgotten anything, but I guess that can wait."
Kitty, still staring at me, got up. "I never expect to understand you.
Neither does father. He's mortified to death about your coming down
here to live. He knows people are talking; so do I; and we don't know
what to say."
"Oh, people always talk! And don't say anything. No one escapes
criticism. It's human pastime to indulge in it. To prefer Scarborough
Square to the Avenue may be queer, but at present I do prefer it. That's
why I'm here. You can say that if you choose."
"You've got no business preferring it." Kitty snapped the buttons of her
glove with tearful emphasis. "Mrs. Jamieson said last night that a
person with eyes and eyelashes like yours had no right to live as you
are living, with just an old woman to do things for you. She came down
to see why you were here, but you wouldn't tell her. She can't
understand any more than I can."
I kissed Kitty good-by, but I did not try to make her understand. I no
longer try to make people understand things. Many of them can't. Kitty
is a dear child, adorably blue-eyed and pink-cheeked, and possessed of
an amount of worldly wisdom that is always amazing and at times
distressing, but much that interests me has, so far, never interested her.
Refusing to study, she has little education, but she has traveled a good
deal, speaks excellent French, dances perfectly, dresses admirably, and
has charming manners when she wishes. I love her very much, but I no
longer feel it is my duty to live with her.
I am not living in Scarborough Square because I feel it is my duty to
live here. Thank Heaven, I don't have to tell any one why I am here!
CHAPTER III
Kitty's mother had been dead only a year when Aunt Matilda, who had
adopted me several years earlier on the death of my parents, married
her father. I was twelve and Kitty eight when the marriage took place,
and with canny
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