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Robert Frost
collars."?"I don't know who I rather would have have them.?They're only turning yellow where they are.?But you're the doctor as the saying is.?I'll put the light out. Don't you wait for me:?I've just begun the night. You get some sleep.?I'll knock so-fashion and peep round the door?When I come back so you'll know who it is.?There's nothing I'm afraid of like scared people.?I don't want you should shoot me in the head.?What am I doing carrying off this bottle??There now, you get some sleep."?He shut the door.?The Doctor slid a little down the pillow.
Home Burial
HE saw her from the bottom of the stairs?Before she saw him. She was starting down,?Looking back over her shoulder at some fear.?She took a doubtful step and then undid it?To raise herself and look again. He spoke?Advancing toward her: "What is it you see?From up there always--for I want to know."?She turned and sank upon her skirts at that,?And her face changed from terrified to dull.?He said to gain time: "What is it you see,"?Mounting until she cowered under him.?"I will find out now--you must tell me, dear."?She, in her place, refused him any help?With the least stiffening of her neck and silence.?She let him look, sure that he wouldn't see,?Blind creature; and a while he didn't see.?But at last he murmured, "Oh," and again, "Oh."?"What is it--what?" she said.?"Just that I see."?"You don't," she challenged. "Tell me what it is."?"The wonder is I didn't see at once.?I never noticed it from here before.?I must be wonted to it--that's the reason.?The little graveyard where my people are!?So small the window frames the whole of it.?Not so much larger than a bedroom, is it??There are three stones of slate and one of marble,?Broad-shouldered little slabs there in the sunlight?On the sidehill. We haven't to mind those.?But I understand: it is not the stones,?But the child's mound----"?"Don't, don't, don't, don't," she cried.?She withdrew shrinking from beneath his arm?That rested on the banister, and slid downstairs;?And turned on him with such a daunting look,?He said twice over before he knew himself:?"Can't a man speak of his own child he's lost?"?"Not you! Oh, where's my hat? Oh, I don't need it!?I must get out of here. I must get air.?I don't know rightly whether any man can."?"Amy! Don't go to someone else this time.?Listen to me. I won't come down the stairs."?He sat and fixed his chin between his fists.?"There's something I should like to ask you, dear."?"You don't know how to ask it."?"Help me, then."?Her fingers moved the latch for all reply.?"My words are nearly always an offence.?I don't know how to speak of anything?So as to please you. But I might be taught?I should suppose. I can't say I see how.?A man must partly give up being a man?With women-folk. We could have some arrangement?By which I'd bind myself to keep hands off?Anything special you're a-mind to name.?Though I don't like such things 'twixt those that love. Two that don't love can't live together without them.?But two that do can't live together with them."?She moved the latch a little. "Don't--don't go.?Don't carry it to someone else this time.?Tell me about it if it's something human.?Let me into your grief. I'm not so much?Unlike other folks as your standing there?Apart would make me out. Give me my chance.?I do think, though, you overdo it a little.?What was it brought you up to think it the thing?To take your mother-loss of a first child?So inconsolably--in the face of love.?You'd think his memory might be satisfied----"?"There you go sneering now!"?"I'm not, I'm not!?You make me angry. I'll come down to you.?God, what a woman! And it's come to this,?A man can't speak of his own child that's dead."?"You can't because you don't know how.?If you had any feelings, you that dug?With your own hand--how could you?--his little grave;?I saw you from that very window there,?Making the gravel leap and leap in air,?Leap up, like that, like that, and land so lightly?And roll back down the mound beside the hole.?I thought, Who is that man? I didn't know you.?And I crept down the stairs and up the stairs?To look again, and still your spade kept lifting.?Then you came in. I heard your rumbling voice?Out in the kitchen, and I don't know why,?But I went near to see with my own eyes.?You could sit there with the stains on your shoes?Of the fresh earth from your own baby's grave?And talk about your everyday concerns.?You had stood the spade up against the wall?Outside there in the entry, for I saw it."?"I shall laugh the worst laugh I ever laughed.?I'm cursed. God, if I don't believe I'm cursed."?"I can repeat the very words you were saying.?'Three foggy mornings and one rainy day?Will rot the best birch fence a man can build.'?Think of it, talk
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