My Life in the South | Page 7

then, making me lie on my face, he whipped me to his
satisfaction.
That evening when I went home to father and mother, I said to them,
"Mr. Young is whipping me too much now, I shall not stand it, I shall
fight him." Father said to me, "You must not do that, because if you do
he will say that your mother and I advised you to do it, and it will make
it hard for your mother and me, as well as for yourself. You must do as
I told you, my son: do your work the best you can, and do not say
anything." I said to father, "But I don't know what I have done that he
should whip me; he does not tell me what wrong I have done, he
simply calls me to him and whips me when he gets ready." Father said,
"I can do nothing more than to pray to the Lord to hasten the time when
these things shall be done away; that is all I can do." When mother had
stripped me and looked at the wounds that were upon me she burst into
tears, and said, "If he were not so small I would not mind it so much;
this will break his constitution; I am going to master about it, because I

know he will not allow Mr. Young to treat this child so."
And I thought to myself that had mother gone to master about it, it
would have helped me some, for he and she had grown up together and
he thought a great deal of her. But father said to mother, "You better
not go to master, for while he might stop the child from being treated
badly, Mr. Young may revenge himself through the overseer, for you
know that they are very friendly to each other." So said father to mother,
"You would gain nothing in the end; the best thing for us to do is to
pray much over it, for I believe that the time will come when this boy
with the rest of the children will be free, though we may not live to see
it."
When father spoke of liberty his words were of great comfort to me,
and my heart swelled with the hope of a future, which made every
moment seem an hour to me.
Father had a rule, which was strictly carried out as far as possible under
the slave law, which was to put his children to bed early; but that night
the whole family sat up late, while father and mother talked over the
matter. It was a custom among the slaves not to allow their children
under certain ages to enter into conversation with them; hence we could
take no part with father and mother. As I was the object of their
sympathy, I was allowed the privilege of answering the questions about
the whipping the groom gave me.
When the time came for us to go to bed we all knelt down in family
prayer, as was our custom; father's prayer seemed more real to me that
night than ever before, especially in the words, "Lord, hasten the time
when these children shall be their own free men and women."
My faith in father's prayer made me think that the Lord would answer
him at the farthest in two or three weeks, but it was fully six years
before it came, and father had been dead two years before the war.
After prayer we all went to bed; next morning father went to his work
in the barn-yard, mother to hers in the field, and I to mine among the
horses; before I started, however, father charged me carefully to keep
his advice, as he said that would be the easiest way for me to get along.
But in spite of father's advice, I had made up my mind not to submit to
the treatment of Mr. Young as before, seeing that it did not help me any.
Things went smoothly for a while, until he called me to him, and
ordered me to bring him a switch. I told him that I would bring him no

more switches for him to whip me with, but that he must get them
himself. After repeating the command very impatiently, and I refusing,
he called to another boy named Hardy, who brought the switch, and
then taking me into the stall he whipped me unmercifully.
After that he made me run back and forth every morning from a half to
three quarters of an hour about two hundred and fifty yards, and every
now and then he would run after me, and whip me to make me run
faster. Besides that, when I was put upon a