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this is not the bit I want; you needn't trouble; I can order a
paper myself.' The next day there was a Standard for Mrs. Mudge, who
with some malice immediately offered it to Mr. Goacher. Mrs. Poulter
glared at him, and after a little hesitation he expressed his obligation
but preferred to wait, as he had a letter to write which must be
dispatched immediately. Mrs. Poulter never forgot Mrs. Mudge's spite,
as she called it; the Standard reminded her of it daily.
Mr. Goacher agreed with Mrs. Poulter that, for the reasons she gave, it
would be desirable to remove from Russell House. He also felt that, as
a clergyman, he would do wisely in leaving, for he could not ascribe
the disappearance of 'the domestic' to anything but a consciousness of
guilt.
Miss Taggart considered that Mrs. Mudge's conduct was due to
defective training. As to Helen, Miss Taggart added that 'you never feel
yourself secure against moral delinquency in the classes from which
servants are drawn. They have no basis.'
'I understand,' said Mrs. Poulter, 'that Helen is a Dissenter.'
Miss Taggart, as the reader has been told, was not particularly fond of
Mrs. Poulter and Mr. Goacher, but to stay with Mrs. Mudge and Miss
Everard was impossible. She had also once or twice received a hint
from Miss Toller that perhaps she had better suit herself elsewhere, as
the minute attention she demanded to her little needs, of which there
were many, was trying both to mistress and servant.
Miss Toller was promptly informed that three of her lodgers were
going at the end of the month.
'I hope, Mrs. Poulter, that you are not dissatisfied. I have no doubt I
shall soon be able to obtain assistance.'
Mrs. P. 'Our reasons, Miss Toller, had better not be communicated;
they are sufficient. Against you personally we have nothing to object.'

Miss T. 'Have you searched the box which I understand has been left?'
Miss Toller. 'Have you missed anything, ma'am?'
Miss T. 'Not at present. I might discover my loss when it was too late.'
Mr. G. 'It would be better for the protection of all of us.'
Miss Toller. 'I couldn't do it for worlds; you'll pardon me for saying so.
I'd sooner you left me without paying me a farthing. Helen may have
her faults, but she is as honest as--.' Miss Toller's voice trembled and
she could not finish the sentence.
Mrs. P. 'Have you any reason to suspect any--any improper
relationship?'
Miss Toller. 'I do not quite understand you.'
Mr. G. 'Pardon me, Mrs. Poulter, it is my duty to relieve you of that
inquiry. Mrs. Poulter cannot be explicit. Do you surmise that Helen is
compelled to conceal?--you will comprehend me, I am sure. I need not
add anything more.'
The poor landlady, habitually crushed by the anticipation of
quarter-day into fear of contradiction or offence, flamed up with sudden
passion. 'Sir,' she cried, 'Helen is my friend, my dearest friend. How
dare you!--you a clergyman! I let you and Mrs. Poulter know that she is
as pure and good as you are--yes, and a thousand times better than you
are with your hateful insinuations. I shalt be thankful to see the last of
you!' and she flung herself out of the room.
'What do you think of that?' said Mrs. Poulter. 'It is beyond comment.
We cannot remain another night.' Mr. Goacher and Miss Taggart
agreed, and Miss Taggart was commissioned at once to engage rooms.
When she had gone Mr. Goacher was compelled to explain that he was
in a difficulty.
'Of course, my dear Mrs. Poulter, after this open insult I must go at

once, but unhappily I am rather behind-hand in my payments to Miss
Toller. Remittances I expected have been delayed.'
'How much do you owe her?'
'I believe it is now about fifteen pounds. Her disgraceful conduct
discharges us from any liability beyond to-day. Might I beg the loan of
twenty pounds from you?--say for a fortnight. It is a favour I could not
dream of soliciting from anybody but Mrs. Poulter.'
It was most inconvenient to Mrs. Poulter to advance twenty pounds at
that moment. But she had her own reasons for not wishing that Mr.
Goacher should imagine she was straitened.
'I believe I can assist you.'
Mr. Goacher dropped on his knees and took the lady's hand, kissing it
fervently.
'My dear madam, may I take this opportunity, in this position, of
declaring what must be obvious to you, that my heart--yes, my heart-
-has been captured and is yours? Identity of views on almost every
subject, social and religious, personal attachment beyond that felt to
any other woman I ever beheld--have we not sufficient reasons, if you
can but respond to