Montes the Matador | Page 4

with light horns and flanks, which I never trusted. The other bulls didn't
like him. I could see they didn't; they were all afraid of him. He was
cunning and suspicious, and never made friends with any of them; he
would always eat by himself far away from the others--but he had
courage, too; I knew that as well as they did. He was sold that very
summer with the black one for the ring in Ronda. One Sunday night,
when my father and eldest sister (my mother would never go to los
toros) came back from seeing the game in Ronda, they were wild with
excitement, and began to tell the mother how one of our bulls had
caught the matador and tossed him, and how the chulos could scarcely
get the matador away. Then I cried out--'I know; 'twas Judas' (so I had
christened him), and as I saw my father's look of surprise I went on
confusedly, 'the bull with the white horns I mean. Juan, the black one,
wouldn't have been clever enough.' My father only said, 'The boy's
right'; but my mother drew me to her and kissed me, as if she were
afraid... Poor mother! I think even then she knew or divined something
of what came to pass later...
"It was the next summer, I think, that my father first found out how
much I knew about the bulls. It happened in this way. There hadn't
been much rain in the spring, the pasture, therefore, was thin, and that,

of course, made the bulls restless. In the summer the weather was
unsettled--spells of heat and then thunderstorms--till the animals
became very excitable. One day, there was thunder in the air I
remember, they gave me a great deal of trouble and that annoyed me,
for I wanted to read. I had got to a very interesting tale in the
story-book my mother had given me on the day our bulls were sold.
The story was about Cervantes--ah, you know who I mean, the great
writer. Well, he was a great man, too. The story told how he escaped
from the prison over there in Algiers and got back to Cadiz, and how a
widow came to him to find out if he knew her son, who was also a
slave of the Moors. And when she heard that Cervantes had seen her
son working in chains, she bemoaned her wretchedness and ill-fortune,
till the heart of the great man melted with pity, and he said to her,
'Come, mother, be hopeful, in one month your son shall be here with
you.' And then the book told how Cervantes went back to slavery, and
how glad the Bey was to get him again, for he was very clever; and
how he asked the Bey, as he had returned of his free will, to send the
widow's son home in his stead; and the Bey consented. That Cervantes
was a man! ... Well, I was reading the story, and I believed every word
of it, as I do still, for no ordinary person could invent that sort of tale;
and I grew very much excited and wanted to know all about Cervantes.
But as I could only read slowly and with difficulty, I was afraid the sun
would go down before I could get to the end. While I was reading as
hard as ever I could, my father came down on foot and caught me. He
hated to see me reading--I don't know why; and he was angry and
struck at me. As I avoided the blow and got away from him, he pulled
up the picket line, and got on my pony to drive one of the bulls back to
the herd. I have thought since, he must have been very much annoyed
before he came down and caught me. For though he knew a good deal
about bulls, he didn't show it then. My pony was too weak to carry him
easily, yet he acted as if he had been well mounted. For as I said, the
bulls were hungry and excited, and my father should have seen this and
driven the bull back quietly and with great patience. But no; he
wouldn't let him feed even for a moment. At last the bull turned on him.
My father held the goad fairly against his neck, but the bull came on
just the same, and the pony could scarcely get out of the way in time. In
a moment the bull turned and prepared to rush at him again. My father

sat still on the little pony and held the goad; but I knew that was no use;
he knew it too; but he was angry and wouldn't give in. At once I ran