Monitress Merle | Page 9

the hostel.
"Congrats, Mavis!" said Iva, as she walked away arm-in-arm with
Nesta. "I'm glad the lot has fallen on you. Muriel was pretty sure of a
walk-over, but it was a toss-up who was to be the fourth. I don't mind
telling you I voted for you myself. And so did Nesta, I'm sure."
"It was a ballot, and I'm not going to let out whom I voted for!"
declared Nesta. "Some people can't keep their own secrets! All the
same, I'm glad it's you, Mavis. I wouldn't have had Aubrey a monitress
for worlds."
The Ramsays walked home together along the High Street to Bridge
House. Muriel Burnitt, escorted by Florrie and Viola Leach and the
three little Andrews, was on in front, pluming herself upon her victory.
The Careys had disappeared down the short cut to the Vicarage. Mavis
hardly dared to look at Merle. The latter kept her face turned away and
blinked her eyes hard. She had enough self-restraint not to weep openly
in the High Street. When they reached their own door however, she
bolted through the surgery entrance and, running into the garden, hid
herself in the summer-house, whither Mavis, after a word to Aunt
Nellie, presently followed her to offer what consolation she could.
"It's not that I'm jealous of you!" sobbed Merle stormily. "I wanted us
both to win! What does Muriel know about a decent game of hockey,
or how to conduct a society, or run a school magazine? It's idiotic that
she should be chosen. Neither she nor Iva nor Nesta has ever been at a
big school. A precious bungle they'll make of their meetings. I know
you'll be there--but you're so gentle you'll never stand up against them,
and they'll have everything their own silly way. 'The Moorings' won't

be very much changed if it's just to be run upon the same old lines. I
shan't bother to try and help. I might have done so much if they'd
elected me, but what's the use now? I'm frightfully and frantically
disappointed. If Miss Mitchell had had any sense she'd have waited a
fortnight till she got to know the girls, and then have chosen the
monitresses herself. If it's Miss Fanny's fault, I'm not friends with her
any more! Tea-time, did you say? I suppose I shall have to come in
then, though I really don't want any. Ugh! I hate everything!"
Tea that day was a dreary affair. Uncle David was out, Aunt Nellie had
a headache so was unusually quiet, and Merle, with red eyes, sat silent
and brooding. Mavis tried desperately to make a little conversation, but
it was impossible to maintain a monologue, and she soon dropped the
futile attempt. Merle, after eating half a piece of bread and butter and
declining a chocolate biscuit, begged suddenly to be excused, and with
two big unruly tears splashing down her cheeks fled from the room.
"Poor child! I'm afraid she's terribly disappointed," commented Aunt
Nellie sympathetically.
"It seems a pity she wasn't chosen. I suppose she would have made a
splendid monitress. It's half the battle to be keen about anything."
Mavis agreed, passed the cake, finished her tea, picked up the dropped
stitches in Aunt Nellie's piece of knitting, carried a message to the cook,
then went out into the garden. She wanted to be alone for a little while.
There was a retired corner among the bushes by the wall overlooking
the river. She had placed a box here for a seat, and called it her
hermitage. Even Merle had not so far discovered it. It was a retreat
where she could withdraw from everybody, and be absolutely
uninterrupted and by herself. There was something about which she
wished to think in quiet. The idea had been pressing upon her,
clamouring in her brain ever since Miss Mitchell's announcement, but
she must consider it carefully before she acted upon it. Sitting in her
green nook, watching the golden light sparkling upon the river below,
she faced her problem:
"Merle would really make afar better monitress than I should. Oughtn't

I to give the post up to her?"
It was a struggle, and a very difficult one, for Mavis, quiet though she
was, had her ambitions, and it would be hard to yield place to her
younger sister. It is only those who are accustomed to practise self-
control who have the strength for an emergency. She longed for the
opportunity of helping the school, and to stand aside voluntarily and
give the work up to another seemed a big sacrifice.
"It's got to be, though!" sighed Mavis. "I'll go down and see Miss
Fanny about it at once. I expect I can make her understand."
Dodging Merle, who was disconsolately doing some gardening, she