Men Are Trouble | Page 8

outstretched arms.
"That's not a real job. Any bot could do that."
"I want to be a teacher," said the dark-haired sister who had been jumping rope.
"Chantall loves school," said a furry. "She'd marry school if she could." Apparently this passed for brilliant wit in the third grade; some girls laughed so hard they had to cover their mouths with the back of their hands. Me, I was flummoxed. Give me a spurned lover or a mean drunk or a hardcase cop and I could figure out some play, but just then I was trapped by this giggling mob of children.
"So why you here?" Ponytail put her fists on her hips.
A jane in khakis and a baggy plum sweater emerged from behind a blue tunnel that looked like a centipede. She pinned me with that penetrating but not unkind stare that teachers are born with, and began to trudge across the playground toward me. "I've come to see Ms. Jones," I said.
"Oh." A shadow passed over Ponytail's face and she rubbed her hands against the sides of her legs. "You better go then."
Someone called, "Are you the undertaker?"
A voice that squeaked with innocence asked, "What's an undertaker?"
I didn't hear the answer. The teacher in the plum sweater rescued me and we passed through the crowd.
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I didn't understand why Najma Jones had come to school. She was either the most dedicated teacher on the planet or she was too numb to accept her daughter's death. I couldn't tell which. She had been reserved when we met the first time; now she was locked down and welded shut. She was a bird of a woman with a narrow face and thin lips. Her gray hair had a few lingering strands of black. She wore a long-sleeved white kameez tunic over shalwar trousers. I leaned against the door of her classroom and told her everything I had done the day before. She sat listening at her desk with a sandwich that she wasn't going to eat and a carton of milk that she wasn't going to drink and a napkin that she didn't need.
When I had finished, she asked me about cyanide inhalers.
"Hydrogen cyanide isn't hard to get in bulk," I said. "They use it for making plastic, engraving, tempering steel. The inhaler came from one of the underground suicide groups, probably Our Choice. The cops could tell you for sure."
She unfolded the napkin and spread it out on top of her desk. "I've heard it's a painful death."
"Not at all," I said. "They used to use hydrogen cyanide gas to execute criminals, back in the bad old days. It all depends on the first breath. Get it deep into your lungs and you're unconscious before you hit the floor. Dead in less than a minute."
"And if you don't get a large enough dose?"
"Ms. Jones ..."
She cut me off hard. "If you don't?"
"Then it takes longer, but you still die. There are convulsions. The skin flushes and turns purple. Eyes bulge. They say it's something like having a heart attack."
"Rashmi?" She laid her daughter's name down gently, as if she were tucking it into bed. "How did she die?"
Had the cops shown her the crime scene pictures? I decided they hadn't. "I don't think she suffered," I said.
She tore a long strip off the napkin. "You don't think I'm a very good mother, do you?"
I don't know exactly what I expected her to say, but this wasn't it. "Ms. Jones, I don't know much about you and your daughter. But I do know that you cared enough about her to hire me. I'm sorry I let you down."
She shook her head wearily, as if I had just flunked the pop quiz. One third does not equal .033 and Los Angeles has never been the capital of California. "Is there anything else I should know?" she said.
"There is." I had to tell her what I'd found out that morning, but I wasn't going to tell her that I was working for a devil. "You mentioned before that Rashmi had a friend named Kate."
"The Christer?" She tore another strip off the napkin.
I nodded. "Her name is Kate Vermeil. I don't know this for sure yet, but there's reason to believe that Rashmi and Kate were married yesterday. Does that make any sense to you?"
"Maybe yesterday it might have." Her voice was flat. "It doesn't anymore."
I could hear stirring in the next classroom. Chairs scraped against linoleum. Girls were jabbering at each other.
"I know Rashmi became a Christer," she said. "It's a broken religion. But then everything is broken, isn't it? My daughter and I ... I don't think we ever understood each other. We were strangers at the end." The napkin was in shreds. "How old were you when it happened?"
"I wasn't born yet." She didn't have