Marcella | Page 9

of his scanty creed, but
they were held with a fervour, and acted upon with a conviction, which

our modern religion seldom commands. His influence made Marcella a
rent-collector under a lady friend of his in the East End; because of it,
she worked herself beyond her strength in a joint attempt made by
some members of the Venturist Society to organise a Tailoresses'
Union; and, to please him, she read articles and blue-books on
Sweating and Overcrowding. It was all very moving and very dramatic;
so, too, was the persuasion Marcella divined in her friends, that she was
destined in time, with work and experience, to great things and high
place in the movement.
The wholly unexpected news of Mr. Boyce's accession to Mellor had
very various effects upon this little band of comrades. It revived in
Marcella ambitions, instincts and tastes wholly different from those of
her companions, but natural to her by temperament and inheritance.
The elder brother, Anthony Craven, always melancholy and suspicious,
divined her immediately.
"How glad you are to be done with Bohemia!" he said to her ironically
one day, when he had just discovered her with the photographs of
Mellor about her. "And how rapidly it works!"
"What works?" she asked him angrily.
"The poison of possession. And what a mean end it puts to things! A
week ago you were all given to causes not your own; now, how long
will it take you to think of us as 'poor fanatics!'--and to be ashamed you
ever knew us?"
"You mean to say that I am a mean hypocrite!" she cried. "Do you
think that because I delight in--in pretty things and old associations, I
must give up all my convictions? Shall I find no poor at Mellor--no
work to do? It is unkind--unfair. It is the way all reform breaks
down--through mutual distrust!"
He looked at her with a cold smile in his dark, sunken eyes, and she
turned from him indignantly.
When they bade her good-bye at the station, she begged them to write
to her.
"No, no!" said Louis, the handsome younger brother. "If ever you want
us, we are there. If you write, we will answer. But you won't need to
think about us yet awhile. Good-bye!"
And he pressed her hand with a smile.
The good fellow had put all his own dreams and hopes out of sight with

a firm hand since the arrival of her great news. Indeed, Marcella
realised in them all that she was renounced. Louis and Edith spoke with
affection and regret. As to Anthony, from the moment that he set eyes
upon the maid sent to escort her to Mellor, and the first-class ticket that
had been purchased for her, Marcella perfectly understood that she had
become to him as an enemy.
"They shall see--I will show them!" she said to herself with angry
energy, as the train whirled her away. And her sense of their
unwarrantable injustice kept her tense and silent till she was roused to a
childish and passionate pleasure by a first sight of the wide lawns and
time-stained front of Mellor.
* * * * *
Of such elements, such memories of persons, things, and events, was
Marcella's reverie by the window made up. One thing, however, which,
clearly, this report of it has not explained, is that spirit of energetic
discontent with her past in which she had entered on her musings. Why
such soreness of spirit? Her childhood had been pinched and loveless;
but, after all, it could well bear comparison with that of many another
child of impoverished parents. There had been compensations all
through--and were not the great passion of her Solesby days, together
with the interest and novelty of her London experience, enough to give
zest and glow to the whole retrospect? Ah! but it will be observed that
in this sketch of Marcella's schooldays nothing has been said of
Marcella's holidays. In this omission the narrative has but followed the
hasty, half-conscious gaps and slurs of the girl's own thought. For
Marcella never thought of those holidays and all that was connected
with them _in detail_, if she could possibly avoid it. But it was with
them, in truth, and with what they implied, that she was so irritably
anxious to be done when she first began to be reflective by the window;
and it was to them she returned with vague, but still intense
consciousness when the rush of active reminiscence died away.
* * * * *
That surely was the breakfast bell ringing, and with the dignified
ancestral sound which was still so novel and attractive to Marcella's ear.
Recalled to Mellor Park and its circumstances, she went thoughtfully
downstairs, pondering a little on the shallow steps of the beautiful