Legends and Lyrics, Pt 2 | Page 5

ah, no! even when she knelt to pray,

Some charmed dream kept all her heart away.
So days went on,
until the convent gate
Opened one night. Who durst go forth so late?

Across the moonlit grass, with stealthy tread,
Two silent, shrouded
figures passed and fled.
And all was silent, save the moaning seas,

That sobbed and pleaded, and a wailing breeze
That sighed among
the perfumed hawthorn trees.
What need to tell that dream so bright and brief,
Of joy unchequered
by a dread of grief?
What need to tell how all such dreams must fade,

Before the slow, foreboding, dreaded shade,
That floated nearer,
until pomp and pride,
Pleasure and wealth, were summoned to her
side.
To bid, at least, the noisy hours forget,
And clamour down the
whispers of regret.
Still Angela strove to dream, and strove in vain;

Awakened once, she could not sleep again.
She saw, each day and
hour, more worthless grown
The heart for which she cast away her
own;
And her soul learnt, through bitterest inward strife,
The slight,
frail love for which she wrecked her life,
The phantom for which all
her hope was given,
The cold bleak earth for which she bartered
heaven!
But all in vain; would even the tenderest heart
Now stoop
to take so poor an outcast's part?
Years fled, and she grew reckless more and more,
Until the humblest
peasant closed his door,
And where she passed, fair dames, in scorn
and pride,
Shuddered, and drew their rustling robes aside.
At last a

yearning seemed to fill her soul,
A longing that was stronger than
control:
Once more, just once again, to see the place
That knew her
young and innocent; to retrace
The long and weary southern path; to
gaze
Upon the haven of her childish days;
Once more beneath the
convent roof to lie;
Once more to look upon her home--and die!

Weary and worn--her comrades, chill remorse
And black despair, yet
a strange silent force
Within her heart, that drew her more and more -

Onward she crawled, and begged from door to door.
Weighed
down with weary days, her failing strength
Grew less each hour, till
one day's dawn at length,
As first its rays flooded the world with light,

Showed the broad waters, glittering blue and bright,
And where,
amid the leafy hawthorn wood,
Just as of old the quiet cloister stood.

Would any know her? Nay, no fear. Her face
Had lost all trace of
youth, of joy, of grace,
Of the pure happy soul they used to know -

The novice Angela--so long ago.
She rang the convent bell. The
well-known sound
Smote on her heart, and bowed her to the ground,

And she, who had not wept for long dry years,
Felt the strange rush
of unaccustomed tears;
Terror and anguish seemed to check her
breath,
And stop her heart. Oh God! could this be death?
Crouching
against the iron gate, she laid
Her weary head against the bars, and
prayed:
But nearer footsteps drew, then seemed to wait:
And then
she heard the opening of the grate,
And saw the withered face, on
which awoke
Pity and sorrow, as the portress spoke,
And asked the
stranger's bidding: "Take me in,"
She faltered, "Sister Monica, from
sin,
And sorrow, and despair, that will not cease;
Oh, take me in,
and let me die in peace!"
With soothing words the Sister bade her
wait,
Until she brought the key to unbar the gate.
The beggar tried
to thank her as she lay,
And heard the echoing footsteps die away.

But what soft voice was that which sounded near,
And stirred strange
trouble in her heart to hear?
She raised her head; she saw--she seemed
to know -
A face that came from long, long years ago:
Herself; yet
not as when she fled away,
The young and blooming novice, fair and
gay,
But a grave woman, gentle and serene:
The outcast knew

it--WHAT SHE MIGHT HAVE BEEN.
But, as she gazed and gazed,
a radiance bright
Filled all the place with strange and sudden light;

The Nun was there no longer, but instead,
A figure with a circle
round its head,
A ring of glory; and a face, so meek,
So soft, so
tender . . . Angela strove to speak,
And stretched her hands out,
crying, "Mary mild,
Mother of mercy, help me!--help your child!"

And Mary answered, "From thy bitter past,
Welcome, my child! oh,
welcome home at last!
I filled thy place. Thy flight is known to none,

For all thy daily duties I have done;
Gathered thy flowers, and
prayed, and sung, and slept;
Didst thou not know, poor child, THY
PLACE WAS KEPT?
Kind hearts are here; yet would the tenderest
one
Have limits to its mercy: God has none.
And man's forgiveness
may be true and sweet,
But yet he stoops to give it. More complete

Is Love that lays forgiveness at thy feet,
And pleads with thee to raise
it. Only Heaven
Means CROWNED, not VANQUISHED, when it
says 'Forgiven!'"
Back hurried Sister Monica; but where
Was the
poor beggar she left lying there?
Gone; and she searched in vain, and
sought the place
For that wan woman with the piteous face:
But
only Angela at the gateway stood,
Laden with hawthorn blossoms
from the wood.
And never did a day pass by again,
But the old
portress, with a