own. Both men looked away. Brian
smiled.
"You see?" he said quietly.
"Sunsets!" stammered Kenny, perversely taking up the keynote of his
son's rebellion literally. "Sunsets! I warned you, Brian--"
"Sunsets," said Brian, "and everything else you put on canvas with
paint and brush. I can't paint. You know it. Garry knows it. I know it.
I've painted, Kenny, merely to please you. I've nothing more than a
commonplace skill whipped into shape by an art school. Aerial
battlefields--my sunsets--in more ways than one. I paint 'em because
they happen to be the thing in Nature that thrills me most. And when I
fire to a thing, most always I can manage somehow. You yourself have
engineered for me every profitable commission I've ever had. What's
more, Kenny, if ever once you'd put into real art the dreadful energy
I've put into my mediocrity--"
"You mean I'm lazy?" interrupted Kenny, bristling.
"Certainly not," said Brian with acid politeness. "You're merely subject
to periodic fits of indolence. You've said as much yourself."
It was irrefutable. Kenny, offended, brought his fist down upon the
table with a bang.
"I know precisely what you're going to say," cut in Brian. "I'm
ungrateful. I'm not. But it's misdirected generosity on your part, Kenny.
And I'm through. I'm tired," he added simply. "I want to live my own
life away from the things I can't do well. I'm tired of drifting."
"And to-night?"
Brian flung out his hands.
"The last straw!" he said bitterly.
"You're meaning the shotgun, Brian?" demanded Kenny.
"I'm meaning the shotgun."
"What will you do?" interposed the peacemaker in the nick of time.
"I've done some free-lance reporting for John Whitaker," said Brian. "I
think he'll give me a big chance. He's interested." His voice--it had in it
at times a hint of Kenny's soft and captivating brogue--was splendidly
boyish and eager now. "Foreign perhaps or war. Maybe Mexico.
Anything so I can write the truth, Garry, the big truth that's down so far
you have to dig for it, the passion of humanness--the humanness of
unrest. I can't say it to-night. I can only feel it."
Alarmed by this time, Kenny came turbulently into the conversation
and abused John Whitaker for his son's defection. Brian, it was plain,
had been decoyed by bromidic tales of cub reporters and
"record-smashing beats." He contrasted art and journalism and found
Brian indifferent to his scorn.
"It isn't just Whitaker and the sunsets and the desire to exchange the
sham of my 'art' for the truth of something real," said Brian. "It's
everything. It's the studio here and things like--like the shotgun. I hate
the brilliant, disorderly hand-to-mouth sort of Bohemia, Kenny, in
which you seem to thrive. Either we have a lot of money or a lot of
debts--"
Garry nodded.
"I suppose," went on Brian wearily, "that my nature must demand an
orderly security in essentials. Plebeian, of course, but comfortable. I
mean, money in sufficient regularity, chairs you can sit down on
without looking first--" he shrugged.
Further detail and he would be drifting into deep water. Life with
Kenny, who borrowed as freely as he gave, entailed petty harassments
that could not be named.
"Things," finished Brian. "that are mine without a lock and key."
He had meant not to say it. Kenny struck his hand fiercely against the
table.
"You hear that, Garry?" he demanded with an indignant bid for support.
"You hear that? By the Lord Harry, Brian, it's damnable and indecent
to harp so upon the shotgun after smashing the statuette."
The circle was complete. They were back to Kenny's grievance. Brian
sighed.
"I wasn't thinking of the shotgun," he said. "There have been times,
Kenny, when I hadn't a collar left--"
"He's right," put in Garry with quick sympathy. "It's not just the
shotgun--"
"Garry, you shut up!" snapped Kenny, sweeping the fragments of Ann's
statuette into the table drawer and closing it with a bang.
"Please remember," reminded Garry, coldly, "that an established
privilege of mine, since I undertook this Hague stuff, is absolute
frankness."
"Br-r-r-r--"
"Who rapped for me?"
"Kenny did," said Brian.
"Any man," retorted Kenny bitterly, "may have a--a moment of lunacy.
I thought you were impartial."
"You mean," said Garry keenly, "that when you rapped you'd been
hypnotized by the justice of your own case and felt a little reckless."
Kenny drew himself up splendidly and glared at Garry through a cloud
of smoke.
"Piffle!" said Garry. "No stately stuff for me, Kenny, please. It's late
and I'm tired. I'll referee this thing in my own way. I repeat--it's not just
the shotgun. It's everything he owns."
"What for instance?" inquired Kenny, dangerously polite.
"His money, his clothes and his girls!" enumerated Garry brutally.
"You even pawned his fishing rods and golf clubs."
"I
Continue reading on your phone by scaning this QR Code
Tip: The current page has been bookmarked automatically. If you wish to continue reading later, just open the
Dertz Homepage, and click on the 'continue reading' link at the bottom of the page.