Ive Married Marjorie | Page 7

fixed firmly the one thing, that she mustn't be a
coward, she must go through with it, she must pretend well enough to
make Francis think she felt the way she ought to. The Francis of
pre-war times would have been fooled; but this man had been judging
men and events that took as keen a mind as seeing through a frightened
girl. He looked at her musingly, his face never changing. She rose and
came over to him and put her hand on his shoulder. She even managed
to laugh.
"Do you mind my being upset?" she asked.
"No," he said, "if that's all it is. But you have a particular kind of terror
about you that I don't like. Or I think you have."
She took her hand away, hurt by the harshness of his voice--then,
seeing his face, understood that he was not knowingly harsh. She had
hurt him terribly by that one unguarded moment, and she would have to
work very hard to put it out of sight.
"I--I haven't any terror----" she began to say.
He made himself smile a little at that.
"You mustn't have," he said. "We'll sit down on the davenport over
there that Lucille's grandmother gave her for a wedding-present--you
see how well I remember the news about all the furniture? And we'll
talk about it all quietly."
"There's nothing to talk about," said Marjorie desperately. She went
obediently over to the davenport and sat down by him.

"You were upset at seeing me?" he began.
"It was--well, it was so sudden!" dimpled Marjorie, quoting the tag
with the sudden whimsicality which even death would probably find
her using.
"And I still seem--do I seem like a strange person to you, dear?" he
asked wistfully. "You don't seem strange to me, you know. You seem
like the wife I love."
The worst of it was that when Francis was gay and like a playmate, as
he had been at their luncheon before Logan came, she could feel that
things were nearly all right. But when he spoke as he was speaking now
the terror of him came back worse than ever.
"No. No, you don't seem strange at all," she said. "Why should you?"
But while she spoke the words she knew they were not true. She looked
at him, and his face was like a stranger's face. She had known other
men as well as she had known her husband, except for the brief while
when she had promised to marry him. She took stock of his features;
the straight, clearly marked black brows under the mark the cap made
on his forehead; the rather high cheekbones, the clear-cut nose and chin,
the little line of black mustache that did not hide his hard-set and yet
sensitive lips; the square, rather long jaw--"He'll have deep lines at the
sides of his mouth in a few more years," she thought, and--"He's much
darker than I remembered him. But he has no color under the brown. I
thought he had a good deal of color . . ." She appraised his face, not
liking it altogether, as if she had never seen it before. His hand, long,
narrow, muscular, burned even more deeply than his face, and with a
fine black down lying close over it, seemed a hand she had never seen
or been touched by before. But that was his wedding-ring--her
wedding-ring--on the thin third finger. She even knew that inside it was
an inscription--"Marjorie--Francis----" and the date of their wedding.
Hers was like it. He had bought them and had them inscribed with
everything but the actual date before she had given in; that had been put
in, of course, the week before their marriage. Oh, what right had he to
be wearing her wedding-ring?

"Would you like a little time to think it over?" he asked heavily.
She was irrationally angry at him. What right had he to think she
needed time to think it over? Why hadn't he the decency to be deceived
by her behavior? Then she stole another look at him, with all the gaiety
and youth gone out of his face, and made up her mind that the anger
ought to be on his side. But it apparently was not.
"Oh, please don't mind!" she begged him, abandoning some of her
defenses. "It's true, I do feel a little strange, but I'm sure it will all come
straight if--if I wait a little. You see, you were gone so long."
"Yes. I worried a lot about it on shipboard," he answered her directly.
His face did not lighten, but there was a sort of relief in his tone, as if
actually knowing the truth was better than being fenced with. "I thought
to myself--'I hurried her