of these stupid, perverse birds, which must have been in the cedars on
the knoll close behind the house, and which disturbed my very soul by
his ceaseless and melancholy hooting. For some reason it affected me
more than commonly, and I lay for a long time nearly on the point of
tears with vexation--and, it is likely, some of that terror with which
uncanny noises inspire children in the darkness. I was warm enough
under my fox-robe, snuggled into the husks, but I was very wretched. I
could hear, between the intervals of the owl's sinister cries, the distant
yelping of the timber wolves, first from the Schoharie side of the river,
and then from our own woods. Once there rose, awfully near the log
wall against which I nestled, a panther's shrill scream, followed by a
long silence, as if the lesser wild things outside shared for the time my
fright. I remember that I held my breath.
It was during this hush, and while I lay striving, poor little fellow, to
dispel my alarm by fixing my thoughts resolutely on a rabbit-trap I had
set under some running hemlock out on the side hill, that there rose the
noise of a horse being ridden swiftly down the frosty highway outside.
The hoofbeats came pounding up close to our gate. A moment later
there was a great hammering on the oak door, as with a cudgel or pistol
handle, and I heard a voice call out in German (its echoes ring still in
my old ears):
"The French are in the Valley!"
I drew my head down under the fox-skin as if it had been smitten
sharply, and quaked in solitude. I desired to hear no more.
Although so very young a boy, I knew quite well who the French were,
and what their visitations portended. Even at that age one has
recollections. I could recall my father, peaceful man of God though he
was, taking down his gun some years before at the rumor of a French
approach, and my mother clinging to his coat as he stood in the
doorway, successfully pleading with him not to go forth. I had more
than once seen Mrs. Markell of Minden, with her black knit cap worn
to conceal the absence of her scalp, which had been taken only the
previous summer by the Indians, who sold it to the French for ten livres,
along with the scalps of her murdered husband and babe. So it seemed
that adults sometimes parted with this portion of their heads without
losing also their lives. I wondered if small boys were ever equally
fortunate. I felt softly of my hair and wept.
How the crowding thoughts of that dismal hour return to me! I recall
considering in my mind the idea of bequeathing my tame squirrel to
Hendrick Getman, and the works of an old clock, with their delightful
mystery of wooden cogs and turned wheels, which was my chief
treasure, to my negro friend Tulp--and then reflecting that they too
would share my fate, and would thus be precluded from enjoying my
legacies. The whimsical aspect of the task of getting hold upon Tulp's
close, woolly scalp was momentarily apparent to me, but I did not
laugh. Instead, the very suggestion of humor converted my tears into
vehement sobbings.
When at last I ventured to lift my head and listen again, it was to hear
another voice, an English-speaking voice which I knew very well,
saying gravely from within the door:
"It is well to warn, but not to terrify. There are many leagues between
us and danger, and many good fighting men. When you have told your
tidings to Sir William, add that I have heard it all and have gone back
to bed."
Then the door was closed and barred, and the hoofbeats died away
down the Valley.
These few words had sufficed to shame me heartily of my cowardice. I
ought to have remembered that we were almost within hail of Fort
Johnson and its great owner the General; that there was a long Ulineof
forts between us and the usual point of invasion with many soldiers;
and--most important of all--that I was in the house of Mr. Stewart.
If these seem over-mature reflections for one of my age, it should be
explained, that, while a veritable child in matters of heart and impulse,
I was in education and association much advanced beyond my years.
The master of the house, Mr. Thomas Stewart, whose kind favor had
provided me with a home after my father's sad demise, had diverted his
leisure with my instruction, and given me the great advantage of daily
conversation both in English and Dutch with him. I was known to Sir
William and to Mr. Butler
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