Highland Ballad | Page 2

spread, crying out to the
storm that lashed him. Aye! It'll take more than that to kill a Scott! And
he had laughed his fearless laugh.
"Michael don't, I'm scared," she said aloud. And he closed and barred

the door, and came to her with the gentle smile which he gave to her
alone.....
She fell to her knees on the cold ground, unable to stop the flow of
bitter and blessed memories. She wrapped the shawl tighter,
remembering, feeling as deeply and surely as if it were not a thing of
the past, but happening now, this moment:
He came to her, and put his cloak about her. Then feeling her shiver in
his arms, changed his mind. "No. We'll have to get you out of your wet
things. I'm an ugly brute, but you'll catch your death."
He built a warming blaze in the fireplace, then took the heavy woolen
blanket from the bed and brought it to her. "Come on now. No time for
being shy; I'll turn away." And he carefully tended the fire as she shed
her dripping garments, and wrapped herself in the blanket.
Perhaps an hour later he lay sprawled on his back, stripped to the waist
on the broad, solid bed. She stood watching him, his dried riding cloak
about her. Her own clothes were nearly dry, and the rain was less; yet
for reasons she did not understand, her one desire was to remain with
him there, as they were, forever. He stretched his arms behind him and
let out a yawn, and looked at her with laughing, sleepy eyes.
"I'm all done in, my little Mary, riding and running about with you after
the long day's work. Better let me have a bit of sleep, then we'll take
ourselves home. Wake me in a bit, won't you?" And he rolled over on
his side, leaving her flushed and agitated, not understanding the
feelings that stirred inside her. The early night was hushed, her brother
lay long and beautiful in the firelight, and she was thirteen years old.
After a short time that seemed like an eternity, during which she never
once took her eyes from him, she heard the soft, steady breathing of his
slumber. All her love and confused desire suddenly took hold of her.
She loosed the cloak about her bare shoulders, and came closer. Quietly,
timidly, her heart pounding, she lay down next to him, drawing the
broad cloak about them both. She rested her face against his arm, while
her hand mysteriously sought out the scraggly down of his chest. He
stirred.
"What's all this?" he whispered dreamily. "You're not still afraid?"
"No ," she nearly shouted. "It's not that at all." And then, as if afraid the
moment was lost, she drew in her arms and snuggled closer to him still.
"You're not shamed for me, are you, Michael? I've done nothing

wrong."
"Ah, hush girl. You love your Michael and he loves you. Where's the
sin?" And his strong arm enveloped her back, as he gently kissed her
forehead.....
Oh, to feel his arms around her, his skin against hers! She sobbed aloud
at the thought of it, and flung herself to the ground. How gladly she
would have died, then as now, to be with him forever. But still her life
went on, still the feelings and images would not stop:
They lay quiet for a time, her breasts touching his, their faces so close,
breath intermingling. Then all at once, with a voice hardly her own, she
said the words that had sealed her fate.
"Kiss me, Michael. If you don't kiss me I swear I'll die." And though
she could not see them, she felt the laughter of his eyes. But he did as
she asked, slowly bringing his lips to hers. They touched, ever so
gently.
Then with a sudden passion which surprised them both, he gave a deep,
despairing sigh and crushed her to him, his hungry mouth devouring
hers. "My Mary," he said. "My beautiful Mary."
Then just as suddenly he broke away and stood up from the bed. He
began to pace back and forth, cursing himself, so afraid he had in some
way wounded her. She lay still, feeling the loss of his flesh like the loss
of a limb. And two months later. . .he was no more.
She found herself hopelessly, hatefully back in the present. Alone.
Convulsive sobs shook her as she lay across the mound of uncaring
earth. Her tears wet the rough grass beneath her, flowing like blood
from a mortal wound. One word, one thought only existed in the whole
of her being.
"Michael!"
A fresh burst of wind whistled through the heath and fretted the fallen
leaves around her, carrying with