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great deal of his success."
"Why of his more than of that of any other cousin?" said Frederick with
some dissatisfaction.
"O you know he is the only one of the Knight Sutton cousins whom she

patronizes; all the others she calls cubs and bears and Osbaldistones.
And indeed, Uncle Geoffrey says he thinks it was in great part owing to
her that Alex is different from the rest. At least he began to think him
worth cultivating from the time he found him and Busy Bee perched up
together in an apple-tree, she telling him the story of Alexander the
Great. And how she always talks about Alex when she is here."
"Is she at Knight Sutton?"
"Yes, Aunt Geoffrey would not come here, because she did not wish to
be far from London, because old Lady Susan has not been well. And
only think, Fred, Queen Bee says there is a very nice house to be let
close to the village, and they went to look at it with grandpapa, and he
kept on saying how well it would do for us."
"O, if we could but get mamma there!" said Fred. "What does she say?"
"She knows the house, and says it is a very pleasant one," said
Henrietta; "but that is not an inch--no, not the hundredth part of an
inch--towards going there!"
"It would surely be a good thing for her if she could but be brought to
believe so," said Frederick. "All her attachments are there--her own
home; my father's home."
"There is nothing but the sea to be attached to, here," said Henrietta.
"Nobody can take root without some local interest, and as to
acquaintance, the people are always changing."
"And there is nothing to do," added Fred; "nothing possible but boating
and riding, which are not worth the misery which they cause her, as
Uncle Geoffrey says. It is very, very--"
"Aggravating," said Henrietta, supplying one of the numerous stock of
family slang words.
"Yes, aggravating," said he with a smile, "to be placed under the
necessity of being absurd, or of annoying her!"
"Annoying! O, Fred, you do not know a quarter of what she goes
through when she thinks you are in any danger. It could not be worse if
you were on the field of battle! And it is very strange, for she is not at
all a timid person for herself. In the boat, that time when the wind rose,
I am sure Aunt Geoffrey was more afraid than she was, and I have seen
it again and again that she is not easily frightened."
"No: and I do not think she is afraid for you."
"Not as she is for you, Fred; but then boys are so much more precious

than girls, and besides they love to endanger themselves so much, that I
think that is reasonable."
"Uncle Geoffrey thinks there is something nervous and morbid in it,"
said Fred: "he thinks that it is the remains of the horror of the sudden
shock--"
"What? Our father's accident?" asked Henrietta. "I never knew rightly
about that. I only knew it was when we were but a week old."
"No one saw it happen," said Fred; "he went out riding, his horse came
home without him, and he was lying by the side of the road."
"Did they bring him home?" asked Henrietta, in the same low thrilling
tone in which her brother spoke.
"Yes, but he never recovered his senses: he just said 'Mary,' once or
twice, and only lived to the middle of the night!"
"Terrible!" said Henrietta, with a shudder. "O! how did mamma ever
recover it?--at least, I do not think she has recovered it now,--but I
meant live, or be even as well as she is."
"She was fearfully ill for long after," said Fred, "and Uncle Geoffrey
thinks that these anxieties for me are an effect of the shock. He says
they are not at all like her usual character. I am sure it is not to be
wondered at."
"O no, no," said Henrietta. "What a mystery it has always seemed to us
about papa! She sometimes mentioning him in talking about her
childish days and Knight Sutton, but if we tried to ask any more,
grandmamma stopping us directly, till we learned to believe we ought
never to utter his name. I do believe, though, that mamma herself
would have found it a comfort to talk to us about him, if poor dear
grandmamma had not always cut her short, for fear it should be too
much for her."
"But had you not always an impression of something dreadful about his
death?"
"O yes, yes; I do not know how we acquired it, but that I am sure we
had, and it