Gitanjali | Page 8

hold the world captive leaving me

in a freedom undisturbed. Thus night and day I worked at the chain
with huge fires and cruel hard strokes. When at last the work was done
and the links were complete and unbreakable, I found that it held me in
its grip.'
By all means they try to hold me secure who love me in this world. But
it is otherwise with thy love which is greater than theirs, and thou
keepest me free.
Lest I forget them they never venture to leave me alone. But day passes
by after day and thou art not seen.
If I call not thee in my prayers, if I keep not thee in my heart, thy love
for me still waits for my love.
When it was day they came into my house and said, 'We shall only take
the smallest room here.'
They said, 'We shall help you in the worship of your God and humbly
accept only our own share in his grace'; and then they took their seat in
a corner and they sat quiet and meek.
But in the darkness of night I find they break into my sacred shrine,
strong and turbulent, and snatch with unholy greed the offerings from
God's altar.
Let only that little be left of me whereby I may name thee my all.
Let only that little be left of my will whereby I may feel thee on every
side, and come to thee in everything, and offer to thee my love every
moment.
Let only that little be left of me whereby I may never hide thee.
Let only that little of my fetters be left whereby I am bound with thy
will, and thy purpose is carried out in my life--and that is the fetter of
thy love.
Where the mind is without fear and the head is held high;

Where knowledge is free;
Where the world has not been broken up into fragments by narrow
domestic walls;
Where words come out from the depth of truth;
Where tireless striving stretches its arms towards perfection;
Where the clear stream of reason has not lost its way into the dreary
desert sand of dead habit;
Where the mind is led forward by thee into ever-widening thought and
action--
Into that heaven of freedom, my Father, let my country awake.
This is my prayer to thee, my lord--strike, strike at the root of penury in
my heart.
Give me the strength lightly to bear my joys and sorrows.
Give me the strength to make my love fruitful in service.
Give me the strength never to disown the poor or bend my knees before
insolent might.
Give me the strength to raise my mind high above daily trifles.
And give me the strength to surrender my strength to thy will with love.
I thought that my voyage had come to its end at the last limit of my
power,--that the path before me was closed, that provisions were
exhausted and the time come to take shelter in a silent obscurity.
But I find that thy will knows no end in me. And when old words die
out on the tongue, new melodies break forth from the heart; and where
the old tracks are lost, new country is revealed with its wonders.

That I want thee, only thee--let my heart repeat without end. All desires
that distract me, day and night, are false and empty to the core.
As the night keeps hidden in its gloom the petition for light, even thus
in the depth of my unconsciousness rings the cry--'I want thee, only
thee'.
As the storm still seeks its end in peace when it strikes against peace
with all its might, even thus my rebellion strikes against thy love and
still its cry is--'I want thee, only thee'.
When the heart is hard and parched up, come upon me with a shower of
mercy.
When grace is lost from life, come with a burst of song.
When tumultuous work raises its din on all sides shutting me out from
beyond, come to me, my lord of silence, with thy peace and rest.
When my beggarly heart sits crouched, shut up in a corner, break open
the door, my king, and come with the ceremony of a king.
When desire blinds the mind with delusion and dust, O thou holy one,
thou wakeful, come with thy light and thy thunder.
The rain has held back for days and days, my God, in my arid heart.
The horizon is fiercely naked--not the thinnest cover of a soft cloud, not
the vaguest hint of a distant cool shower.
Send thy angry storm, dark with death, if it is thy wish, and with lashes
of lightning startle the sky from end to end.
But