Five Years of Theosophy | Page 4

becomes so
intense as to weaken, for one single instant, our "clutch on life," or the
tenacity of the will to exist. Till then, however severe may be the
disease, however sharp the pang, we are only sick or wounded, as the
case may be.
----------- * Dhatu--the seven principal substances of the human
body--chyle, flesh, blood, fat, bones, marrow, semen. -----------
This explains the cases of sudden deaths from joy, fright, pain, grief or
such other causes. The sense of a life-task consummated, of the

worthlessness of one's existence, if strongly realized, produced death as
surely as poison or a rifle-bullet. On the other hand, a stern
determination to continue to live, has, in fact, carried many through the
crises of the most severe diseases, in perfect safety.
First, then, must be the determination--the Will--the conviction of
certainty, to survive and continue.* Without that, all else is useless.
And to be efficient for the purpose, it must be, not only a passing
resolution of the moment, a single fierce desire of short duration, but a
settled and continued strain, as nearly as can be continued and
concentrated without one single moment's relaxation. In a word, the
would-be "Immortal" must be on his watch night and day, guarding self
against-himself. To live--to live--to live--must be his unswerving
resolve. He must as little as possible allow himself to be turned aside
from it. It may be said that this is the most concentrated form of
selfishness,--that it is utterly opposed to our Theosophic professions of
benevolence, and disinterestedness, and regard for the good of
humanity. Well, viewed in a short-sighted way, it is so. But to do good,
as in everything else, a man must have time and materials to work with,
and this is a necessary means to the acquirement of powers by which
infinitely more good can be done than without them.
---------- * Col. Olcott has epigrammatically explained the creative or
rather the re-creative power of the Will, in his "Buddhist Catechism."
He there shows--of course, speaking on behalf of the Southern
Buddhists--that this Will to live, if not extinguished in the present life,
leaps over the chasm of bodily death, and recombines the Skandhas, or
groups of qualities that made up the individual into a new personality.
Man is, therefore, reborn as the result of his own unsatisfied yearning
for objective existence. Col. Olcott puts it in this way:
Q. 123. What is that, in man, which gives him the impression of having
a permanent individuality?
A. Tanha, or the unsatisfied desire for existence. The being having
done that for which he must be rewarded or punished in future, and
having Tanha, will have a rebirth through the influence of Karma.

Q. 124. ....What is it that is reborn?
A. A new aggregation of Skandhas, or individuality, caused by the last
yearning of the dying person.
Q. 128. To what cause must we attribute the differences in the
combination of the Five Skandhas has which makes every individual
different from every other individual?
A. To the Karma of the individual in the next preceding birth.
Q. 129. What is the force or energy that is at work, under the guidance
of Karma, to produce the new being?
A. Tanha--the "Will to Live." ----------
When these are once mastered, the opportunities to use them will arrive,
for there comes a moment when further watch and exertion are no
longer needed:--the moment when the turning-point is safely passed.
For the present as we deal with aspirants and not with advanced chelas,
in the first stage a determined, dogged resolution, and an enlightened
concentration of self on self, are all that is absolutely necessary. It must
not, however, be considered that the candidate is required to be
unhuman or brutal in his negligence of others. Such a recklessly selfish
course would be as injurious to him as the contrary one of expending
his vital energy on the gratification of his physical desires. All that is
required from him is a purely negative attitude. Until the turning-point
is reached, he must not "lay out" his energy in lavish or fiery devotion
to any cause, however noble, however "good," however elevated.*
Such, we can solemnly assure the reader, would bring its reward in
many ways--perhaps in another life, perhaps in this world, but it would
tend to shorten the existence it is desired to preserve, as surely as
self-indulgence and profligacy. That is why very few of the truly great
men of the world (of course, the unprincipled adventurers who have
applied great powers to bad uses are out of the question)--the martyrs,
the heroes, the founders of religions, the liberators of nations, the
leaders of reforms--ever became members of the long-lived
"Brotherhood of Adepts" who were by some and for long years accused

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