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his head. One day, just as the trap had been adroitly laid, Mr Lawley
walked in unexpectedly. The moment he entered the schoolroom, down
came an Ainsworth's Dictionary on the top of his hat, and the boy,
concealed behind the door, unconscious of who the victim was,
enunciated with mock gravity, "Crown him, three cheers!"
It took Mr Lawley a second to raise from his eyebrows the battered hat,
and recover from his confusion; the next instant he was springing after
the boy who had caused the mishap, and who, knowing the effects of
the master's fury, fled with precipitation. In one minute the offender
was caught, and Mr Lawley's heavy hand fell recklessly on his ears and
back, until he screamed with terror. At last, by a tremendous writhe,
wrenching himself free, he darted towards the door, and Mr Lawley,
too much tired to pursue, snatched his large gold watch out of his fob,
and hurled it at the boy's retreating figure. The watch flew through the
air;--crash! it had missed its aim, and, striking the wall above the lintel,
fell smashed into a thousand shivers.
The sound, the violence of the action, the sight of the broken watch,
which was the gift of a cherished friend, instantly awoke the master to
his senses. The whole school had seen it; they sate there pale and
breathless with excitement and awe. The poor man could bear it no
longer. He flung himself into his chair, hid his face with his hands, and
burst into hysterical tears. It was the outbreak of feelings long pent-up.
In that instant all his life passed before him--its hopes, its failures, its
miseries, its madness. "Yes!" he thought, "I am mad."
Raising his head, he cried wildly, "Boys, go, I am mad!" and sank again
into his former position, rocking himself to and fro. One by one the
boys stole out, and he was left alone. The end is soon told. Forced to
leave Ayrton, he had no means of earning his daily bread; and the
weight of this new anxiety hastening the crisis, the handsome proud
scholar became an inmate of the Brerely Lunatic Asylum. A few years
afterwards, Eric heard that he was dead. Poor broken human heart! may
he rest in peace.
Such was Eric's first school and schoolmaster. But although he learnt
little there, and gained no experience of the character of others or of his

own, yet there was one point about Ayrton Latin-School which he
never regretted. It was the mixture there of all classes. On those
benches gentlemen's sons sat side by side with plebeians, and no harm,
but only good, seemed to come from the intercourse. The neighbouring
gentry, most of whom had begun their education there, were drawn into
closer and kindlier union with their neighbours and dependants, from
the fact of having been their associates in the days of their boyhood.
Many a time afterwards, when Eric, as he passed down the streets,
interchanged friendly greetings with some young glazier or tradesman
whom he remembered at school, he felt glad that thus early he had
learnt practically to despise the accidental and nominal differences
which separate man from man.

VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER TWO.
A NEW HOME.
Life hath its May, and all is joyous then The woods are vocal, and the
flowers breathe odour, The very breeze hath mirth in't. Old Play.
AT last the longed-for yet dreaded day approached, and a letter
informed the Trevors that Mr and Mrs Williams would arrive at
Southampton on 5th July, and would probably reach Ayrton the
evening after. They particularly requested that no one should come to
meet them on their landing. "We shall reach Southampton," wrote Mrs
Williams, "tired, pale, and travel-stained, and had much rather see you
first at Fairholm, where we shall be spared the painful constraint of a
meeting in public. So please expect our arrival at about seven in the
evening."
Poor Eric! although he had been longing for the time ever since the
news came, yet now he was too agitated for enjoyment. Exertion and
expectation made him restless, and he could settle down to nothing all
day, every hour of which hung most heavily on his hands.
At last the afternoon wore away, and a soft summer evening filled the

sky with its gorgeous calm. Far-off they caught the sound of wheels; a
carriage dashed up to the door, and the next moment Eric sprang into
his mother's arms.
"O mother! mother!"
"My own darling, darling boy!"
And as the pale sweet face of the mother met the bright and rosy
child-face, each of them was wet with a rush of unbidden tears. In
another moment Eric had been folded to his father's heart, and locked
in the