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to procure, and was now holding out to me as a free gift.
This brought a wonderful joy into my life, and as each day seemed to
draw me nearer to my Saviour, I felt that no life could be monotonous
with all the boundless opportunities of speaking and working for Him.
My craving for a gay, worldly life passed away, and a deep, restful
peace crept into my heart and remained there.
When I told my cousin of my experience she looked puzzled, and
shook her head.
'Young people nowadays always go to such extremes; but you look
happy, child, and I shall not interfere with your serious views.'

And then my guardian arrived on the scene--a tall, stern-looking man,
with iron-grey hair. He had just retired from an Indian cavalry regiment,
and still bore upon him the stamp of an officer accustomed to
command.
He only stayed with us a few days, and then carried me off to his
country home. It all seemed very strange to me, and, though Mrs.
Forsyth gave me a warm welcome, I could see I was an object of
curiosity and criticism on the part of her three daughters, who were all
lively, talkative girls. Two grown-up sons completed the home circle,
both of whom seemed to be at home doing nothing. I learnt afterwards
that Hugh, the eldest, wrote a great deal for some scientific magazines,
and was up in London very constantly engaged in literary pursuits.
My thoughts were perplexed and anxious as I laid my head down on
my pillow the first night. Little as I had as yet seen of them, I knew
from the conversation around me that there was no one who would
sympathise with me in religious matters. How should I, a mere
beginner in the Christian life, be able to take a stand amongst this
happy, careless family circle, who already were including me in dances
and theatricals that were shortly coming off in the neighbourhood? And
then the next afternoon, pleading fatigue from my journey, I saw the
girls go off to a tennis party with their mother and, taking my Bible in
hand, crept out of the house and grounds, and found my way, as I have
already mentioned, into that quiet, sunshiny cornfield.
Was it by chance that my eyes alighted on those two little words in
Jeremiah? I think not. I had heard a sermon upon them, and now I
seized hold of them with a fresh realization of their strength and beauty.
'Dwell deep!' Oh, how I silently prayed, as I sat there looking up into
the bright blue above me, that I might do so day by day and hour by
hour! Silently could I feast and refresh my soul, even amidst the gay
laughter and talk around me, for had I not an unseen Friend always
with me, upon whom I could lean for support and guidance through
every detail in my daily life?
And so I sat on, drinking in the sweet, fresh country air, and feeling so

thankful for the quiet time I was having.
Suddenly the barking of a dog and men's voices roused me from my
meditations, and in another moment Kenneth Forsyth sprang over a
stile near, and approached me, in company with another young fellow
about the same age.
'Halloo!' was his exclamation as he perceived me; 'is it you, Miss Thorn?
And all by yourself, too? What a shame of the girls! Let me introduce
my friend, Captain Gates. You certainly have selected a cool spot. May
we share your retreat? We were just lamenting the heat, and longing for
a piece of shade.'
And, without waiting for my answer, he flung himself down on the
grass beside me, whilst Captain Gates lounged against a tree close by.
I was a little vexed at the interruption, and did not feel inclined to stay
there with them. Kenneth was at present almost a stranger to me. He
had a mischievous, quizzical intonation in his voice when he spoke to
me, and Violet, his youngest sister, a bright, merry schoolgirl of
fourteen, had confided in me the previous night that 'Kenneth was
never so happy as when he was teasing people, and that he took stock
of every one, and mimicked them--very often to their faces.'
I closed my little Bible quietly. My first impulse had been to hide it, but
I conquered that as being unworthy of a Christian, and then I said
brightly,--
'I have enjoyed this so much. You don't know what a pleasure it is, after
the grime and smoke and roar of London, to come to a place like this.
Your sisters wanted me to go with them this afternoon, but I was a little
tired, so came out