for economic penance, smoked to the bitter end,
finding the cigar disagreeable but manly. At all events, homesickness
had vanished in a curious impatience for the morrow. Miss Forrester:
he would sit beside Miss Forrester at table. If only they both were
traveling first-class!--then she might be a great lady. To be enamored of
a countess, now--A cigar, after all, was the proper companion of bold
thoughts.
At breakfast, recalling her amusement, he remained silent and wooden.
At tiffin his heart leaped.
"You speak English, I'm sure, don't you?" Miss Forrester was saying, in
a pleasant, rather drawling voice. Her eyes were quite serious now, and
indeed friendly. Confusion seized him.
"I have less English to amuse myself with the ladies," he answered
wildly. Next moment, however, he regained that painful mastery of the
tongue which had won his promotion as agent, and stammered: "Pardon.
I would mean, I speak so badly as not to entertain her."
"Indeed, you speak very nicely," she rejoined, with such a smile as no
woman had ever troubled to bestow on him. "That will be so pleasant,
for my German is shocking."
Dazed by the compliment, by her manner of taking for granted that
future conversation which had seemed too good to come true, but
above all by her arch, provoking smile, Rudolph sat with his head in a
whirl, feeling that the wide eyes of all the second-cabiners were
penetrating the tumultuous secret of his breast. Again his English
deserted, and left him stammering. But Miss Forrester chatted steadily,
appeared to understand murmurs which he himself found obscure, and
so restored his confidence that before tiffin was over he talked no less
gayly, his honest face alight and glowing. She taught him the names of
the strange fruits before them; but though listening and questioning
eagerly, he could not afterward have told loquat from pumelo, or
custard-apple from papaya.
Nor could this young man, of methodical habits, ever have told how
long their voyage lasted. It passed, unreal and timeless, in a glorious
mist, a delighted fever: the background a blur of glossy white
bulkheads and iron rails, awnings that fluttered in the warm, languorous
winds, an infinite tropic ocean poignantly blue; the foreground, Miss
Forrester. Her white figure, trim and dashing; her round blue eyes,
filled with coy wonder, the arch innocence of a spoiled child; her pale,
smooth cheeks, rather plump, but coming oddly and enticingly to a
point at the mouth and tilted chin; her lips, somewhat too full, too red,
but quick and whimsical: he saw these all, and these only, in a bright
focus, listening meanwhile to a voice by turns languid and lively, with
now and then a curious liquid softness, perhaps insincere, yet
dangerously pleasant. Questioning, hinting, she played at motherly age
and wisdom. As for him, he never before knew how well he could talk,
or how engrossing his sober life, both in his native village on the Baltic
and afterward in Bremen, could prove to either himself or a stranger.
Yet he was not such a fool, he reflected, as to tell everything. So far
from trading confidences, she had told him only that she was bound
straight on to Hongkong; that curiosity alone had led her to travel
second-class, "for the delightful change, you know, from all such
formality"; and that she was "really more French than English." Her
reticence had the charm of an incognito; and taking this leaf from her
book, he gave himself out as a large, vaguely important person
journeying on a large, vague errand.
"But you are a griffin?" she had said, as they sat together at tea.
"Pardon?" he ventured, wary and alarmed, wondering whether he could
claim this unknown term as in character with his part.
"I mean," Miss Forrester explained, smiling, "it is your first visit to the
Far East?"
"Oh, yes," he replied eagerly, blushing. He would have given worlds to
say, "No."
"Griffins are such nice little monsters," she purred. "I like them."
Sometimes at night, waked by the snores of a fat Prussian in the upper
berth, he lay staring into the dark, while the ship throbbed in unison
with his excited thoughts. He was amazed at his happy recklessness. He
would never see her again; he was hurrying toward lonely and
uncertain shores; yet this brief voyage outvalued the rest of his life.
In time, they had left Penang,--another unheeded background for her
arch, innocent, appealing face,--and forged down the Strait of Malacca
in a flood of nebulous moonlight. It was the last night out from
Singapore. That veiled brightness, as they leaned on the rail, showed
her brown hair fluttering dimly, her face pale, half real, half magical,
her eyes dark and undefined pools of mystery. It was late; they had
been silent
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